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"Youth, even in its sorrows, has a brilliance of its own." -Victor Hugo

Uploaded with ImageShack.us hyper,talkative,coquettish,lively individualist
seeking uniqueness,rather than unity.
a sanguine,albeit having a likeness of solitude.
a true blooded aljuniedian,reaching her final year.
just trying her best to be who she is,really.

[ 23:09 ]

posting in malay is quite interesting and fun.

oh,mother tongue fever!

maybe ill post in arabic for the arabic paper?

hahaha.

thatll be fun.

ok yoww.

mau ngorok2 mimpi indah.

bye semua.

gudluck sekelian kawan2 ku.

score your MT paper!

[ 22:50 ]

"is your favourite colour blue..?"

adakah warna kegemaran kamu biru?

ok.

hari ini menyeronokkan.

tetapi,aku sedari beberapa perkara yang aku patut bimbang.

oh,aku harus mula mengulangkaji POA secepat mungkin!

cikgu ku berkata,kita harus latih diri membuat soalan2 POA dgn tangkas,

jikalau tidak..tidak sempatlah untuk menghabiskan keras..

keresahan aku dibuatnya.

bercakap tentang ini,

ada satu lagi subjek yang aku bimbang.

A-MATHS.

aku rasa aku boleh lakukannya..

tetapi aku masih belom bersedia langsung!

aku harus banyak berlatih.

oh,baru sahaja aku hendak memberi alasan..

tetapi aku sedari,aku lah yang harus mengambil inisiatif untuk bermula.

sikap malas memang susah untuk dibuang,ya.

walaupon begitu,

aku rasa aku boleh lakukannya.

peperiksaan peringkat O ini sudah mula membuatku resah dan stress.

esok sahaja sudah mula dengan kertas bahasa melayu.

ini adalah kali kedua aku mengambilnya.

aku menyesal bermain-main pada tahun lalu.

memang betul apa kata cikgu,tetapi aku tetap degil.

ini lah yang dikatakan tangan mencencang bahu memikul.

kali ini aku harap aku dapat membuatnya dengan betul.

aku ingin mendapat gred A1.

oh ALLAH,

kau berkatilah ilmu yang telah aku pelajari selama ini.

lindungilah aku daripada kesusahan.

tenangkanlah jiwa ku nanti di bilik peperiksaan.

tabahkan jiwaku untuk menghadapi ini semua.

aku rasa sudah masuk waktunya aku merehatkan badan dan mataku ini.

cikgu ku sudah berpesan supaya tidur awal sebelum hari peperiksaan.

die juga berkata dia akan mendoakan kecermelangan kita semua.

oh tuhanku,kau kabulkanlah doa cikgu ku.

amin.

[ 09:53 ]

Van called.

so,we are gonna meet!!

we are gonna meeeet,

we are gonna meeet,

we are gonna meeeet!

chachacha!

belajar mother tongue jom.

oh really?

*nosebleeds*

[ 09:47 ]

you must be the...JOKER!

*laughs*

somehow everything became so ludicrous.

oh,i want new dresses.

and shoes.

and bags.

and mascara.

Van,i miss you.

*nosebleeds*

hehe.

da byk org gile eh skrg.

tulah,living in a fast paced life..

im dancing around kicking shadows of you.

Van,Van,Van.

my russian sweetheart.

[ 09:32 ]

Rocket.

You're like a rocket in my mind
That's waiting to define everything about me no one knew
And you stick like a poster on my wall
As if you dont wanna move

I got no money in my pocket
Nobody to rock with but you
But you know me I don't seem to roll
Somehow we managed to get through

People come and people go
And people gonna come some more
They pick a fight
But it's alright
At least I get to see you tonight
Tonight

I can't believe we almost got famous for nothing baby
You came the last minute of --- to save me
I can't believe we almost got paid for nothing baby
Cause even if they go away
I got the feeling that you're gonna stay

It's like I'm picking up a miracle off the sidewalk
Like kitten in the box
Don't contemplate yourself, you say
Cause you're all you've got
I'm a --- and pathetic
At the same time unlike you
Baby you've got no move
And you think I'm good at what I do

People come and people go
And people gonna come some more
They pick a fight
But it's alright
At least I have you home tonight
Tonight

I can't believe we almost got famous for nothing baby
You came the last minute of --- to save me
I can't believe we almost got paid for nothing baby
Cause even if they go away
I got the feeling that you're gonna stay

You're like a rocket in my mind
Waiting to define everything about me
You're like a poster on my wall
Sticking, don't wanna fall
As if you dont wanna move

[ 01:27 ]

"setiap apa yang terjadi,ada hikmah disebaliknya"

Van,

ur too cute.

OH PAPA!

dont kill urself.

buck up man.

damn the exams and results.

Nash,

kau giler.

Huda is a notty girl.

gatal dgn hp okay eh?

Kyria,

please dont worry too much.

we can do it.

and believe in yourself.

follow what your heart desires.

all you need is passion.

believe you can pursue ur acad studies,

and you will.

anyway,most of us slacked this semester.

Muhd,

"somebody gonna gettagetta...."

oh ur so spontaneous.

Rai,

ur just so adorable and funny.

ulu pandan!

Didi tak dtg nari,oh pemalas eh.

bile abang kau nak kahwin?

mesti hensem eh..

*nosebleeds*

Ct,

cant you get anymore cuter?

baju Ultraman!

ust Hafiiz,

oh kesedihan yang teramat.

setiap kali aku memikirkan ini,jantungku berdegup kencang,

kemarahan yang teramat.

tetapi apa kan daya,

kita tiada kuasa.

ust,syukran,syukran,syukran.

oh the most adorable teacher ever.

you will be remembered.

Ale,

dont give up.

you can do it,

you know you can.

buck up dude.

Ummu,

can i have your brains?

two brains are better than one,Ummu.

kan Huda=]??

oh Najj,

aku da try.

ape nak buat.

hmm.

k lah,aku dgr ckp kau.

lagy senang mcm tu eh.

hmm.

=]=]=]=];empat smiley faces just for u.

oh,aku nak tdo.

ngorok2 mimpi indah.

seems that life is getting better.

thank you allah.

[ 01:16 ]

the pot is calling the kettle black.

besar jangan disangka bapak,kecil jangan disangka anak.

bagai menolong anjing yang tersepit.

seperti ketam menyuruh anaknya berjalan betul.

peribahasa.

MT o level paper this monday!

cikgu Mustafa kate kene tido awal.

[ 01:01 ]

oh bobo.

so i said to him,ill post about him someday here.

he's such a funny person.

inilah orang yg paleng layankan.

i reckon he has alot of stories to tell.

eh bo?

haha

i got to know him last year.

i swear i didnt even know he existed up till sec3.

1st impression : nice dude.

opinion after knowing him : still a nice dude.

bo,

i just feel comfortable talking to you.

even if i know others will know about it,

somehow i dont mind.

i just feel so comfortable talking to you.

thank you for listening all this while.

so there was once we joked around.

me,him and Hafiz.

class just ended,and most ppl were out of the classroom.

except for them.

so i enter,looking confused.

i think i was searching for something.

and suddenly both of them came and told me not to worry.

Hafiz started off,saying he ws sorry things went overboard the night before.

and he didnt mean to do it.

then Bo also interjected.

and so i complied and placed my hand on my tummy.

oh,so i got pregnant.

and they said to me.

if the anak klua badan borg(or berg?haha)..then its Hafiz's.

if the anak klua immediately starts to lancau,definitely Bo's.

oh merepek.

haha.

bo,bo.

ur so cute.like a bear.

if you would wanna grant me a wish,

i would wish to see u in a bear suit,be a mascot!

[ 22:30 ]

oh so penat today.

8am-1.45pm : AYG 1st training.

came really early.

it was quite fun,oh i cant wait.

hudayus just cant stop getting excited on arab guys.

the food was great,

oh eclairs and all.

1.45-3.15pm : Lepak2.

went to AMK HUB,

pretty boring.

after a while,only nash,eul and me stayed and went lepak at a nearby playground.

oh,i bought a popcorn combo so we ate there.

it was fun,nash layankan aku,aku layankan die.

toobad eul wasnt it the mood that much.

nonetheless,its fun.

nasyirah = cockoo.

paddington bear!

were they fated to be together?hmm.

haha.

"julliette,will u be mine?"

4-10pm.

shopping.

yay kain baju for raya da beli!

Van,nk raye!

[ 23:05 ]

oh just got the news!

NASY GOT 1ST IN her CLASS!

WITH 80+%!!!!!!

ohmygod finally dear,u did it!

good job,da maju!

i really wish to see you soar up high in the sky!

pursue whatever you heart desires.

even if going to JC.

illsupport you,like most of us will too.

and..

NAJ!

SHE GOT 4TH IN her CLASS!!

congrats dear!

i know you could do it.

uve always been bright.

u too,pursue whatever your heart desires.

ni berkat suke kasi aku makan!

hehe.

oh naj.

ur frankness can slit throats.

but thats you,and somehow i dont mind.

aku pon da lame kawan ngn kau eh.

syg kau jgak tau.

Seda was ok,kan seda.

you can do better.

ur arabic subs are great,kan.

dgr2 nahu power?

hehe.

you can do better,dont give up!

oh mira.

im sorry for ur result.

assasi ni menyebok uh.

eng nye pasal.

takpe2,you can try better ok.

still have time to improve!

oh,kau lah kawan yg baek.

syg kau dari dulu.

maira and syu,i havent heard ur results yet.

hope its good.

if its not,DONT GIVE UP!

there's still time,aite.

oh man.

i missed them.

if only it was like back then.

hmm.

we had fun memories.

seriously,i miss them.

oh korang,sorry for everything.

rock it best eh.

hehe.

[ 22:49 ]

oh my,oh my.

Van's 18th birthday is coming.

and i need help deciding.

oh...

i thought of ZORBING!

but it requires a minimum of 10 participants to book.

OH GOD!

hmm.

in dilemma.

[ 22:32 ]

AYG is coming,cant wait!

tomorrow will be the training at ITE Ang Mo Kio.

from morning to afternoon.

would it be fun?

YES IT WILL!

oh,Van's participating too.

yayness.

[ 22:19 ]

Azfar told me just now,"Lina,this year there'll be no Hari Raya for you"

boohoo.

oh,shucks.

found out its the same for them.

well Azfar,

it didnt affect you that much,cause you didnt enjoy Raya.

but i do.

oh the money..

oh whatever,

1 day for Van and them,

1 day for the Achillesians.

dah.

yay tomorrow will be hunting for kain baju!

this year :BLUE!

[ 22:03 ]

my sch is pathetic and lame.

oh,and everyone knows it too.

today started off damn boring.

the canteen was closed,and we were forced to buy our food from the food stalls by the students.

somehow we didnt find it value for money,

so we waited till the sch was over,and off to BANQUET.

oh today was interesting.

made me realised on things around me.

sec 4s are immature and such scaredy cats.

most lower secs are just plain annoying.

some people are just damn lazy.

some people enjoy irating people.

small things around us can be so amusing.

papa is so fun.

hafiz is entertaining.

jin is really such a patrick.

ayun has such close resemblance to his dad.

mushi's mom is exactly like her.

and the school is just tad lame.

oh yes,

my results!

well,dropped 3%.

expected.

my qur'an oral was such a mess,I HAVE TO BE MORE CAREFUL!

fiqh was new,so GET USED TO IT!

english was such a mess,GET UR BUTT OF THE LAZY/COMPLACENT CORNER AND WORK!

thats all.

the rest was good.

oh,alhamdulillah.

got Fae's fave no;13.

oh the difference between everyone is so small.

ah,sume pandai lah.

some just got bitten too much by the lazybug.

oh that feeble could have done better.

everyone knows he can do it.

he just got bitten too many times.

and maybe hypnotised?

*laughs*

oh who failed anyway.

that must have sucked.

i feel bad for whoever it is.

to you,DONT GIVE UP!

you can do better ok.

[ 21:59 ]

so today,i was late for sch.

being relaxed and cool the whole journey really paid off,i realised.

i got up late.

and somehow the bus wasted my precious minutes just by arriving late.

thank god the mrt was fast.

and somehow while waiting for the 2nd bus,Mushi who was in a texi saw me and gave a a short but damn important ride to sch.

and i arrived in time.

oh how wonderful.

patience is such a blessing.

[ 21:33 ]

oh i am such a heartless bitch.

and i tend to curse more nowadays.

god,getting close with the guys changed me.

they made me rowdier.

but somehow its ok.

cause even if i fuckin curse them,

they wont mind,for they know i wont mind their cursing.

after all,thats how they joke around.

oh,having two brothers made me realised that.

oh yes.

somehow i can be a heartless bitch.

i do believe those who got my cold shoulders deserve it,anyway.

humans are humans..

blablabla.

im no saint.

and i dont wanna be a hypocrite(except to this someone..who how dreadful)

well,at least i admit.

oh btw,

Hafiz is just so entertaining.

somehow it made me realised..

you just have to get to know people directly,

before judging them.

people have their good and bad sides.

if u are treated pleasantly,just be thankful.

if you are treated vice versa,well i think its better for u to not be close with them.

take it as a sign from GOD?*laughs*

that is if you didnt do anything wrong.

if you did,and admit it..well i guess u're just dealing with the consequences.

so,just swallow it.

whats so hard?

oh,yes.hurting others is just so much easier than getting hurt.

after all we are all humans.

or are we denser?

i guess some are much denser than others.

[ 00:41 ]

ok before i sleep.

one last post.

oh,i feel bad.

somehow Van was missing me.

and he called two times.

each time,i had to stop him.

we made a promise to call only 2 times weekly.

but recently he kept on calling more frequent saying he's just checking on me.

well.

i was happy but,,

it made me long for more.

and thats not good.

well.

we had a bit of a tiff just now.

well.

its okay now.

but,i still hope itll end soon.

dear,lets just focus on the happy light thats shining over there,ok.

[ 00:26 ]

oh,i changed the songs.

its by Yuna.

the indie singer from Malaysia.

so Hafiz recommended her to me.

he kept on singing the song,"Dan Sebenarnya.."

i guessed he's hooked onto it.

well,he kept on saying ,"lina dengar lagu..melayu=]=]=]"

well.

the first time he played the song it got me hooked.

and man..

ive fallen in love with this girl!

she's so good.

and she's better singing in english dan in malay.

oh,

malays have always been on the talent side.

and heck i dont care if she;s malaysian or what..

i suddenly realised...

if u and me are not behaving like a typical melayu yg layu..

then we are one.

how funny.

she's so great.

mmm,seddaaaap.

part 2 [ 23:35 ]

and we ate chocolate fudge cake!

which had melted and looked icky icky poo..

but tasted oh so fabulous.

oh before that..

Wardah's been complaining about her stomachache since she arrived at sch.

it came and dissapeared and came and dissapeared.

she almost didnt wanna go,but then she paid..

itd be a waste.

and so..

we proceed to JBP!

the bus trip was already FUN!

oh such funsome with everyone.

Jin kept on irating us with his polyphonic ringtones..

which we couldnt help but to laugh at it.

Bobo was just being his usual nonsense self, with ayun and papa.

oh,papa was so cute he thought wardi forgot her bag and brought it down..

when she purposely left her bag in the class cause she have POA after the trip..

but then..well.

it became so funny we broke into laughter.

oh,it was so much fun there.

somehow i dont feel a need to srite every single thing that happened.

let it be a memory in our minds.

the joy.

the fun.

the excitement.

the laughter.

you guys are just great.

im just so thankful to be close with you guys,

finally.

here are the pictures i took.

will get more from Ayun,Eul and Khai.

next will be the videos.

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