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oh i am such a heartless bitch.
and i tend to curse more nowadays.
god,getting close with the guys changed me.
they made me rowdier.
but somehow its ok.
cause even if i fuckin curse them,
they wont mind,for they know i wont mind their cursing.
after all,thats how they joke around.
oh,having two brothers made me realised that.
oh yes.
somehow i can be a heartless bitch.
i do believe those who got my cold shoulders deserve it,anyway.
humans are humans..
blablabla.
im no saint.
and i dont wanna be a hypocrite(except to this someone..who how dreadful)
well,at least i admit.
oh btw,
Hafiz is just so entertaining.
somehow it made me realised..
you just have to get to know people directly,
before judging them.
people have their good and bad sides.
if u are treated pleasantly,just be thankful.
if you are treated vice versa,well i think its better for u to not be close with them.
take it as a sign from GOD?*laughs*
that is if you didnt do anything wrong.
if you did,and admit it..well i guess u're just dealing with the consequences.
so,just swallow it.
whats so hard?
oh,yes.hurting others is just so much easier than getting hurt.
after all we are all humans.
or are we denser?
i guess some are much denser than others.