we were idiots,for a moment.
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ewanphant.
such a toopid2 name.
its cute to me,thou.
well.
couldnt get to see or hear from him much now.
since months ago,his phone was cut off.
all due to the high,unpaid bills.
caused by our own recklessness.
our solution:the home phone.
phoned each other nightly.
and the duration were quite long.
went on for a few months when..
the 2nd bomb dropped.
home bill increased.
and his dad wasnt the slightest happy about it.
which resulted into souring their relationship.
he finally poured everything out to me,last friday.
and now i can understand how joyful,and extra happy he was that day.
he was trying to hide the sadness.
we talked things out,
and reached to a solution of..
just 2 phonecalls per week.
its been 5days since.
its hard.
but the exam somehow helped in lessening my longing.
but he suffered more.
oh,how pitiful my ewanphant.
despite all,
were still doing okay.
hope we cud withstand this downfall.
well.
atleast the truth became obvious.
we are no living in this world alone.
our life doesnt revolve around just us.
but everyone else.
gotta be more cautious from now on,dear.