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"Youth, even in its sorrows, has a brilliance of its own." -Victor Hugo

Uploaded with ImageShack.us hyper,talkative,coquettish,lively individualist
seeking uniqueness,rather than unity.
a sanguine,albeit having a likeness of solitude.
a true blooded aljuniedian,reaching her final year.
just trying her best to be who she is,really.

[ 21:54 ]

"in the garden of my dreams

let me be the colour of the flowers..

but you will be the fragrance of he flowers."

"why seek Paradise?

when it is before me now"

"oh,now i cant see myself reflected in your eyes".

how i dream..

i wish..

to leave reality and live in my dream for once.

ohmygod.

im so obsessed with Jodhaa Akbar.

[ 10:34 ]

22nd june.

hello pahang,goodbye singapore.

hello again,UNCLE LEE!!

omg,its unbelievable.

sushi,donuts,starbucks,tiramisu,apam balik,mee goreng.

crammed hotel room,5 girls just wanna have 'fun'.

23rd june.

hello madrasah al-ihsan.

big welcome,oh i was so touched.

they evene have a all-girls nasyid group.

hello ma'had tahfiz.

god,ngantoookk.

but the food was tiptop SUPERB!

hello maktab rendah sains mara.

ohmygod..

boring.boring.boring.

however,the games and food were great!

oh,first experience with malaysia's theatre.

om,so thats how it is,

so crammed.

no wonder molestation is easily commited.

tsk3.

oh,i got hit for real,like seriously.

OMFG.

supper eww.

pffft.

bluergh.

24th june.

goodbye pahang,hello terengganu!

shopping,shopping.

i love batikand songkets.

like,for real.

hello Awana Kijal resort!!

oh the hotel was super nice!

we all shrieked like the heineken commercial.

girls.

beach,swimming pool,warm soft sand.

KFCs.cheescakes.dome cakes.

chick flicks.our own spa.

oh,such bliss.

25th june.

oh,goodbye malaysia.hello singapore!

karaoke.games.scoldings.foods.sleep.

movies.chitchatting.laughing.singing.

jaded.

tired.

goodbye.

26th june.

omg..

jacko just died.

inna lillah.

everyone was affected.

well.

TRANSFORMERS.

optimus prime is rather..handsome.

window shopping.tearful bus ride.laughter-filled night.

oh,love is making me crazy.

we cry,we laugh.we get angry.we get lovey-dovey.

oh,psychedelic twirl of emotions.

27th june.

home,i missed spending ime with you.

JODHAA AKBAR!

great heavenly dreamy movie.

can i be the empress of hindustan?

oh,im not indian.

thats gonna be so wrong.

god,hindustanis are damn sexy.

so colourful.

mmm.

anyway,

im done hating.

well,not quite with one female.

well,the rest im all free.

uncle lee,your speech inspired me.

"forgiveness will make your life lighter.

those who are crying,remember you will not cry forever.

those who are laughing,remember you will not laugh forever."

hindustan craze.

[ 01:40 ]

ok ppl.

ill be going to Pahang for 4 days.

so please do miss me.

oh,i am that shameless.

ill be missing those who are absent.

hope ill have tons of fun.

pre u 1,mari kite buat party kambeeeeenng!

so.

please pray for our safety.

may we be under the guidance of Allah.

amin.

Ciao,

babies.

[ 01:30 ]

omg i shud be sleeping,like now!

thats so american.

haha,

pfft.

so today.

i woke up late.

lazed around till it was time to go.

PERGAS / PMF parents day.

organized by the PMF crew,

HOD of it,

none other than my dad.

"USTAZ SALIM".

heheheh.

so i thought its gonna be a bore.

but it turnd out fine.

very touching and meaningful.

its wonderful to see the ex-convicts returning to the right side of life.

and how they potrayed their feelings;anguish,relieve,rejoice.

and yes,how important parents are to us.

without them,will we be here,blogging?

the food's nice btw.

so overall,its quite good.

ustz Salim,bedek2 je.hehe

[ 12:29 ]

OMG!!!

our love has rekindled!

so it all started when we saw Kimura kun's ad at the bustop.

when i told Van,"ohmygod,takuya!"

"Van,can you believe he's 37 this year?"

"serious?he's 37 and he looks much younger than Shinji!ahahaha"

oh shut up.

but still.

ohmygod.

he's such a beauty.

imagine me with him,

20years apart.

macam kawin ngn Datuk!

eww...

well,

its not eww if the Datuk is Takuya!

[ 12:23 ]

oh and one more thing.

mums seem to know EVERYTHING.

hmm.

i wonder how they do it.

serious,

its frustrating.

[ 11:07 ]

omg.

i didnt blog last night,

due to the jadedness.

so woke up early.

met with those who went down for the cycling trip.

4 female mentors,4 male mentors.

thanks for coming=]

so it was such a fun event.

cycling from Changi to East Coast.

such a relaxing ride,surrounded with beauty of the Nature.

afterwards.

ate at KOMALAS!

ive never been there,but i heard it was good.

well,it was indeed!

only,we were spoiled for choices,and we ended up buying what we only knew.

which is dosai.

i hope to go there again.

hmm,try some new dishes.

looks yummy.

well,Abud and Muhd were like our tour guide in Komalas.

Seda surprisingly didnt eat there.

hmm.

blablabla.

one by one left us.

and there we were,

guy mentors and female mentees going to MKS.

somehow everyone became so lazy and well.

we headed home soon after.

i was tired,yes i was.

i was.

in the bus,i saw an ad.

it was about the next saturday bollywood masti movie.

i was not a fan,but i do watch it occasionally.

so the upcoming movie was kinda intruiging.

and so i thought it was on that day.

to find out,its for the next saturday.

well.

i watched the current movie anyway,out of boredom.

the movie : RACE.

ade Saif Ali Khan.

omg he's so suave n macho here!

i swore i melted,abit.

haha.

cerite mama abes.

belit2 mcm lidah drg bebual tamil.

hahaha.

seriously.

and so,

i found out Van watched it too.

so we spent our call discussing about the movie,

yes surprisingly true.

and i realsied something.

Indians has such sensual aura.

no wonder Karmasutra was created by them.

from the old times till now.

everything they do seems rather sensual.

from the attire(sari sexy sia.)

to the way they dance.

seriously.

kalah westerners.

so now im hooked to one of its songs.

omg bollywood movies are so romantic.

i melted then frooze bck,then melted again.

whoa.

[ 01:04 ]

ok so here comes the story of 18th June.

i woke up rather late,

Nash called just to check if im awake yet.

at 10+ in the morning.

i straight away started sweeping and mopping the hall.

then rushingly got ready to go out with them.

so the plan was : watch "drag me to hell" , makkan! , play pool , lepak2.

i had no other choice but to take route 65.

arrived 10minutes late.

i find it rather amusing and interesting how they bumped into Hakim,and asked him to pass my ticket to me.

how kind of him to do that.

Hakim,if ure reading this(doubt u do)..

thank you=]

ok.

firstly.

the movie was such a fucked up!

goddamn it.

it was much disgusting than any horror or gore movies.

fucking disgusting.

the plot isnt that good.

well,the ending was abit unexpected.

but seriously,it is a disgusting movie to watch.

so much for horror.

as Eul said,"memaki itu free".

aku maki2 tgk cite bodo ni.

moved on to eat.

met up with Seda and Miragoz.

Jin dissapeared without even telling us he was going to pray.

nash and naim followed up after eating(nash puase,anak pandai)

the rest were reluctant.

haha,too bad you guys are hotblooded males.

Usen and Apiz acted as if they had gone thru a sex change op and were having periods by showing Jaja n me the cramp signs,the overflow signs ..etc.

when Syazwan pretended to puke,saying its another sign ofhaving a period.

haha,poor boy.

thats not having a period,thats mengandong teros!

*laughs*

blablabla.

moved on to POOL!

walked to Marina Square.

i suddenly remembered the outing we had with Van and friends.

teringat Kok Siang uh.

Mr Tan,amaciam?

lame tk nmpk kau.

anyway,mcm org tk betol.

merepek2 along the way.

we even took a picture with one chick in short skirt,saying we're having an 'amazing race'.

omg i wore the wrong shoes today.

melecet sane sini.

tapi takpe,hidop mesti cool.

demi beauty.

oh,women.

sampai di destinasi.

god i didnt know Marina Square has a variety of entertainment.

Van,jom g shopping sane.

played pool with the guys.

Nash and Jaja wen to the arcade.

Miragoz and Seda suddenly hilang,

kal biscuuut.

found out Seda went to the Esplanade.

alone.

why?

i still dont get it.

Pool best lah.

lame tk play.

i won the first game.

haha,so much for an amateur.

2nd game.

my focus was lost.

merepek2 around there.

the Indians were catching up.

oh,let them be.

since i had blisters,i was shoeless the whole time.

and they sneakingly hid my shoes.

merepek benar.

haha.

blablabla.

next stop.

ESPLANADO.

before that.

there was a magic show there.

a ballon show in particular.

i was rather enthusiastic.

but somehow the clown gave the sculptured balloons to kids only.

so GUYS.

aku tak sedihlah.

i knew it,

bluek.

esplanado.

seating in the yellow box.

the smoke kept on going.

we sang to Jin's tune.

merepek meraban.

from lancau to just plain crap.

played games.

lancau,lancau,lancau.

Apiz went home early,ade tuition.

or really?

*skeptic*

shared ghost stories.

terperanjat2kan each other.

Telor and Naim had the most.

Syazwan's was plain fake and crap.

Muhd paling semangat.

the rest was very obedient.

haha.

blablabla.

we had fun.

really,we did.

WALLS krg.

hahaha.

this june holiday is getting better.

[ 00:49 ]

ohmygod.

lethargic.

jaded.

tired.

before i hit my pillows.

i will blog.

about the fun time we've shared.

yesterday.

Maths class was rather,nonchalantly spent.

i was in no mood to do anything.

the only time i got called infront was when for once i became active and did a dance move.

and that particular move was the one cher Sam spotted.

talk about damnation.

afterwards.

hello to Angklung,after so long.

i was so glad to play again.

thoug it felt somehow strange and abit awkward.

well,the Otai's are mostly gone.

and was left with all the lower secs.

Bi and me surely felt so old.

anthing that reminds us of our age,

is a total no-no.

well.

recording of the angklung followed.

and it was fun=]

i thought of doing it again today..

but well.

changed of plans.

ok wait.

pictures of yesterday first.

here goes.

[ 20:57 ]

today was fun.

the aftermath of CAMPinc is still going strong.

it mustve touched alot of us.

im thankful and grateful for the beautiful moments shared together.

so i woke up late at exactly 8am.

got rady really fast,and dashed out.

and arrived at sch to find less than 10 have arrived.

so much for the rushing.

however more came as the class went on.

its a nice thing to see.

everyone seemed to have realised our real situation.

and is taking new steps to a new improved-self.

im touched.

i hope we all could maintain this high-spirit.

i wish to see only tears of joys getting shed on the results day.

amin.

plus.

we have bonded so much more.

class became much more livelier and happening.

after class,went to Zamzam to makkan!

arrived for the 2nd class late.

of course we made our late arrival rather fashionable.

class was even more happening.

laughters and smiles coud be seen and heard around the class.

however it was abruptly stopped when Amirah announced the bad news.

we were asking around,"eh,where's Waly?"

when Amirah stood up and announced with a teary heart.

he was admitted to the hospital last night.

and had just finished undergoing an operation.

apparently he got bitten by something the day before CAMPinc.

thought it was just a mosquito bite,but yet it was anything but harmless.

we were stunned,and straight away like obedient little kids,we recited Al-Fatihah for our dear friend.

however since the class was so preoccupied with laughters.

they turned it into a joke.

and the guys started biting on each other.

(yes,how shockingly absurd)

till cher Fizaa actually had to shout,"Guy,please stop biting each other!"

ohmygod.

i swore i felt like i was in a class filled with raging animals when she apprehended them.

whoaa.

well.

once the class ended,we were discussing on visiting him.

but then,cause of the H1N1 epidemic.

the hospital's bee quite tight.

and itll be such a hassle to visit him in such a large group.

so we hold that thought for awhile.

and yes.

played and played and played.

the aftermath of CAMPinc is strongly felt in each individual.

we played and played.

and then came cher Sam.

the physic girls noticed it frst,but the rest was pretty oblivious.

and continued playing.

yes,we forgot how cher Sam HATED THIS KIND OF INTERACTION.

so she got so agitated by our reckless act infront of her.

and blew off.

hehe.

kite sume jengket2 lari tersipu2.

but tehn we moved to the class across.

and continued our games.

so it was me,Warda,Jaja,Syark,Maiya,Ayun,Bobo,Jin,Zuhd,Syazwan,Pojan,Khai,Telo.

played the animal game of concentration till both of my thighs were like so red.

hahaha.

and many more games.

afterwards.

headed to the hospital to visit Waly.

bought some buah tangan for him.

and left everyone pokai.

when we arrived at Simei.

we were like famished little souls.

and by godsend,

we saw Muhd,Syazwan and Helmi(or is it Jumaat?hehe)

and they have...FOOD!

Helmi n Muhd was so kindly enough to feed us with their leftovers.

thank you,may god bless you.

they went with Mira,but decided to come after Maghrib due to not wanting to wait till the next visiting hour.

blablabla.

and so Mira brought Waly down to the lobby for easy access.

so we talked and talked.

and yes,pak2 itam kite pon turon(naim dan irsyad).

we joked around.

played games.

and Naim was being the resident joker.

ohmygod he should be the joker.

today was indeed a funfilled-day.

and i thought i wanted to go back home early today.

cause i wanna sleep more.

well,spending time with them is much more fun.

thanks guys.

you guys are so much fun.

yes,aku lah dayak om chichi om chi yg paling smangat.

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