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life's so mediocre.
first thing first.
2weeks to prelims.
2months to Os.
and im here,typing my time away.
oh god.
lynss.
get a hold of ur time.
so.
im here to announce.
I WILL FINISH MY SCHOOL and get a diploma from this prestigious sch.
insyallah,i can surpass through the pressure.
somehow i have a strong,very very strong urge to graduate with the rest.
ive been considering others too.
UIA was very tempting.
but somehow i decided not to eat their apple.
cause its better to play safe.
furthermore,a poly cert's more recognised here.
another reason why i decided to abruptly manuever my direction..
was that i knew i had interest in the ukhrawi subs deep inside this pumping muscle.
n with a cert from my sch,insyallah if hidayah comes to me later on,and i wanna continue my ukhrawi studies..i could.
aftr all,i realised.
like's not all about the materialism of the world.
akhirat,thats the priority.
and i am taking steady steps to the siratal mustaqiim.
i told my mom,
and alhamdulillah she's very much happy.
cause initially she ws the one who encouraged me to go to poly by next year,and not waste time.
but somehow my brother's departure to al-azhar made her changed her mind.
and i know,there'll be no barakah without my parents' approve.
so here i am.
dear achillesians,
lets graduate together.
for we.
we are those who grace under pressure.
somehow after saying these.
i feel rather tranquil.
theres clarity in my mind.
alhamdulillah.