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"Youth, even in its sorrows, has a brilliance of its own." -Victor Hugo

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seeking uniqueness,rather than unity.
a sanguine,albeit having a likeness of solitude.
a true blooded aljuniedian,reaching her final year.
just trying her best to be who she is,really.

[ 21:57 ]

my feet are in pain.

total usage of 4-inch heels : 16HOURS.

oh allah.

its painful..

but,gotta suck it in.

in the name of beauty,thy shall say.

drama 7 syawal 1430H .

strutted down the neighbourhoods of SG in heels.

for 1ohours.

ohmygod.

yesterday's raya-ing was full of comical acts.

we had an unsolved mystery,

a pair of broken shoes,

11 beautifully adorned bodies walking together,

along with their very much loud noise.

and sebagai Ibu,

Eul had to reprimand us every time we got too noisy.

hehe.

funsome.

tummies filled with nonsense.

hehe.

iloveyesterday.

[ 01:24 ]

today was super fun.

strutting down Hougang with my killer heels for 8hours.

how painfully fabulous it was.

every moment was great.

memorable,definitely.

fun but tiring.

but Fun nonetheless.

aku ini orang tanpe segan.

haha.

replaced malu with segan..

cause tadi ustd cakap,

"malu itu daripade iman.."

so,if u cant associate me with malu..

then whacha tryin to imply?

haha.

thus,the change.

aku suke beraye same orang yang gerek2.

that includes everyone who was there.

thank u for letting me share the joy.

hehe.

[ 01:00 ]

fuuuuh.

selamat hari raya saudare muslims ku.

this year's ramadhan passed by too fast..

i remembered asking myself on raya's eve,"betul ke besok da raye?"

astarghfitrullah,

sesungguhnye aku tidak menggunakan masa ramadhan dengan baiknya.

even so,

i pray that my amalan was accepted.

amen.

raya was as usual fun,chaotic,full of funsome.

snapping pictures here and there..

house crowded with relatives.

n wonderful yummylicious kueh n F&Ns..

dont forget the ketupat,rendang and serunding..

GAWD.

n i gained back what ive lost.

thank you so much lah.

my favourite random things of 20th Sept,1st Raya :

the pink roses i begged my mum to buy.
my fabulous kurung n killer heels.
my home-made cookies being favourite-ed by everyone=]=]
abang Yan's new cat
watching pupu kene kacau sampai boring

isnt it fun.

hehe.

happy syawal dear malays.

[ 23:37 ]

oh allah.

ive been so bad this ramadhan.

i know ive sinned..

i know i did wrong..

somehow the urge to put the blame on anything but me is overwhelming..

but i know..

it will goes back to square one ; me.

im scared.

i really hope to see next year's ramadhan.

life & death are unpredictable events..

im scared.

oh allah..

the future is scary.

if only i can not think about it.

[ 22:02 ]

ohmy.

SHOPPING ;

an action which girls love..

involve throwing away hard-earned cash for irrelevant use..

which also brings about burned pockets and sore legs.

wasted 80bucks on cosmetics.

can u believe it?

and its just 1/3 of it.

and i still havent found the right purse yet!

can u believe it?!

pffft.

oh,

yes...

ibought the shoes!!

nak tgk??

4 inches.

leopard prints for heels.

charles&keith.

as qouted from my mummy,"kasot pompan mentel".

i love it.

"puurrr.."

[ 02:03 ]

sesungguhnye,

upload gmbr kat faebook maha lembab.

[ 01:45 ]

" Love brings about unexpectedness "

sometimes you laugh.

sometimes you loves so much.

sometimes you cry.

sometimes you get frustrated.

but despite all,

it only knows one feeling; care.

family.friends.special someone.

we share the same thing.

Love.

it may varies.

actually,its the same.

im sad one of my friends is in pain.

and i failed to be aware of it.

i hope she's doing fine.

cause to u my syg,

i dont care,i dont give a shit.

sesungguhnye,aku da terime kau seadanye.

i hope u;ll be okay.

[ 00:33 ]

okie okie.

today nye outing FUUUHHHH GEREK!

Jaja,Wardy,Syakky,Mira,

Waly,Irsyad,Helmi,Ale,Ilyas,Hafiz,Zul,

Usen,Mad,Acap,Fah,Fauzan,Bo,Ayun,

Wan,Jin.

anak2 achilles.

patot disanjungi kerana ke-gerekkan kami.

the food was seriously yummy.

and i dont usually favour makan nasi kat luar..

n i still do think its worth it.

the whoel 10 bucks.

cause we definitely dudok lame sey.

we shud really have more of these.

beshness.

*giggles*

gambar2 di facebook ok sayangs.

[ 23:44 ]

WELCOME BACK!!

jadedness.

sore all over.

1st thing first.

the camp was fun.

the jr.s are ok lah.

can layan,after all,we were once them.

the old folks home was touching..

im just so thankful i have a normal happy family,

i was assigned to Pertapis'.

ohmy,they were all so cute.

and looked so happy and welcoming.

&...

me n eul got hand-made flowers by nek maimun!

she's a chinese convert who had no family.

and shes from Hwa Chong JC!

n she makes flowers for the home.

from cloth,those furry2 thingy n even plastic wraps.

the atok2 was...hehe.

men are men...regardless of any age.

dragin boating was so much fun!

our instructor,abg Bryan..fuuh.

i so wanted to touch those BIG biceps.

meow,but syg...PUASE.

&..aku jadi hitam!!!

as if..i dont have to wear wristbands anymore..as qouted by them.

dah nak raye....

*sobs*

and..

i dont give a damn anymore abt ppl being uncomfortable around us that they so wanted to bully us.

i dont care lah.

its ur friggin problem that u dont like us.

at the end of the day..

kau tau sape yg menang jgak kan.

to those who will terase,,

jgn menzalimi org,

nanti kau pon kene.

[ 01:41 ]

OH SHIT!!!!!!

the camp's today.......

TUESDAY...

OH.MY.GOD,NOOOO!!!!!

Patrick Jane...

NO!!!!!

aku sedih banget..

patrickku.

[ 01:33 ]

ahh,

i should be sleeeping.

like seriously.

today was very funn.

woke up late with a mindset,"ITS THE HOLIDAYS!!"

onlined to kill the time..

blablabla.

met up with my heart.

went GEYLANG,yet again to buy his baju raye!

from 1-3pm,rounded the whole territoryin search of the blue kurung.

result = a very nice one+songket+brooch...and much pain at the legs and head.

3-6pm,

met up with Jaja,Wada,Hudayu,Kyria,Wani,Yanyan,Rai& Nashy dear.

and again,its a repeat.

jalan2 till my legs n head ached so bad,n the hungry stomach made an orchestra piece.

oh,my.

but it was fun.

7-9pm.

Lepak at Maya's.

much chaos when all of us are gathered.

yummylicious food,laughters,smiles n comical antics of each and every one of us.

such memories are best preserved in the mind.

ohmy.

aku penat.

and tomorrow's the ITMAJ ramadhan camp.

im gonna be a facci.

tired.

ok so i should start ngorok-ing.

gudnyte sayangs.

p/s. aku tgh dgr lgu arab.Fuhh,powerlah.

[ 21:17 ]

omy,

HIGHlarious.

search for '10 Dares' on youtube.

highlarious shit from 2 very entertaining makhluk allah.

local plak tu,you.

yes,

im hooked.

MUNAH & HIRZI,loves you guys lah.

sexy bitches.

[ 16:47 ]

purrr.

can i bite you?

[ 16:25 ]

ohmy,

my back's aching.

been making kueh raye since 10am.

done now!

made SUJI ,CORNFLAKES fruit, and kueh dahlia yg tak jadi.

mmm,

all turned out yummmylicious.

tired.

in a moment will be going out to buy food for iftar.

today its the long awaited...SUP TULANG!!!!!

yayness prevails.

oh yes,

my nenek is getting better.

however,sedih lah.

she cant do much..and she's frustrated about it.

he movements just now were quite comical..hehe

i love u lah,nek.

mmm.

nak makann!!!

[ 22:07 ]

aku nak kahwin uh.

nak kahwin ngn patrick jane.

[ 21:39 ]

oh,is the corpse bride tonight?

hehe,nak tgk lah.

i remember watching it with nasy.

johnny depp,my love.

even by his voice makes me blush.

he's just so eccentrically gorgeous.

n who cares if he's old enough to be my dad.

the fact that HE ISNT is enough.

older men are just so much hot.

n not those with beer bellies and balding scalp,OKAY.

seriously,

dashingly,gorgeously hot with such level of chivalry.

and dreamy eyes,and smiles that melts you..

ohmy.

seriously,melt me.

n i love love love love LOVE Simon Baker AKA Patrick Jane.

ohmy GODNESS!

hotness prevails.

[ 20:14 ]

im searching for shoes.

killer high shoes.

this year its gonna be either brown,neutral or white.

its really frustrating how the shoes which i can afford all look...bluergh.

cause they all looked so normal n plain.

n nasyirah dear shares the same dilemma with me.

we even thout of setting up a shop later on.

a personalisedhandmade shoe shop.

cause seriously,

if we can do clothes,why not shoes?

hmm.

surveyed charles n keith.

quite good collection theyve got there.

ALDO has the best boots..but thats just it.

the pumps are like,teet.

all the other brands such as mondo,giovanni,urs & inc kinda sucks.

so here are those which caught my desperate eyes.

ohmy,

gotta go n survey summore.

must head to town.

hmm.

why,oh why cant i buy manolo blaniks?

urgh.

[ 19:56 ]

happy 15th ramadhan dear friends.

people,did u notice that "ya rab" song after zan maghrib,they re-recorded it!

haha,n it doesnt sound as funny as it was.

good idea.

lagu tu legend sey.

btw.

today was so tiring.

due to lack of energy and the hungryness for not waking up for sahur.

chemistry was gerek,i love doing prac.

i wonder,is there any help for our bio prac?

for seriously,we are desperate for some salvation.

and oh,such bummer.

my mum chose the blu bju raye i had reserved in mind for Van for my brother.

hmm.

but,doesnt it really matter?

cause i bet he's gonna use it like once or twice.

hmm.

van was sick again toay,

not with asthma,but flu n sorethroat.

so ill probably have to head to geylang for the 6th time.

hahahaha.

[ 02:12 ]

hehe-

i dont even know why im uploading this.

sshhh.

[ 01:59 ]

oh.

these eyes.

they just wanna shut.

but i wanna BALAS DENDAM!

its beeennn AGES since i did all this.

seems pathetic enough,lyna.

life's been so..unpredictable.

im glad and relieved things are better now.

[ 01:14 ]

jadedness.

it was fun,just now.

me among the thorns.

sweat n heat sandwiching us.

smiles,laughter and plain "G-force*"ness..

its been awhile since i shared all these with them.

Kok Xiang n Zie,lame tak nampak.

JUP icecream was there too,oh so adorable lah this boy.

dah bukan nugget,dah pandai makan mutton briyani,hahaha.

was introduced to Bird n Raikal.

Zaki was surprisingly similar to HAFIZ!!

Fad and Ari became my son n daughter;Johan n Ayu.

oh,such nonsensical moments.

bumped into some ppl.

geylang is really such a concentrated place.

n seriously those with tattoes n dark auras freaks me out.

i often wonder how is it like to lead their lives..

matreps (mait-reps) n minahreps (myna-reps).

oh allah,kau berikanlah hidayah kepada mereka.

n seriously..

Zaki = Hafiz.

dressing up & kueh mueh. [ 16:10 ]

urgh.

lets not talk about sch.

i cant believe im like going to Geylang for the 3rd tme this week!

and ill be going there tomorrow and on monday.

god,this is super atrocious.

*pathetically laughing*

well,love can drives you nuts.

nonetheless,im gonna enjoy it,even if its the 3rd time.

somehow,

im so looking frward to hari raya.

Zazzy faraz said i cant enjoy my hari raya ths year.

hmm.

i dont think i wanna even compromise it.

dressing up..money..funsome.

ohmy,its too tempting for me.

i wanna go shopping for raya SOON.

shoes,shawl,clutches,accessories,make ups.

i am spoiled.

well,happiness is the main priority.

do anything to achieve it.

sesungguhnye ade hikmah disebalik all of this. [ 15:58 ]

finally.

gosh,tmrw'sthe 15th of Ramadhan!

and alhmadulillah since my busyness has now receded..

i shall do my tarawih.

Prelims.

gosh,thank god its over.

i dont even wanna think about it anymore.

lets just i didnt flopped badly.

balak2 ni sume wont stop coming.

upcoming are:

hadith n fiqh CA projects.
tajweed test
qur'an oral and written.

looking the current situation..

god,bile aku nak start revise for my Os?!

yes,i did say we are those who grace under pressure..

but seriously..

everyone has their limits.

ohmy,ohmy.

[ 14:31 ]

GAWD,2more days to temporary freedom.

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