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"Youth, even in its sorrows, has a brilliance of its own." -Victor Hugo

Uploaded with ImageShack.us hyper,talkative,coquettish,lively individualist
seeking uniqueness,rather than unity.
a sanguine,albeit having a likeness of solitude.
a true blooded aljuniedian,reaching her final year.
just trying her best to be who she is,really.

[ 21:51 ]

i love you.

je'taime.

mahhabak alaik.

few days to the very impromptu event.

which lead to this.

(pointing oneself)

hehe.

[ 21:28 ]

last night was fun.

overnite at Eul's with mira.

kyria n hudayu were there till late.

we PLANNED to lastmin study AMaTHS.

yes,we did.

but well..

as expected from girls.

when the mouth opens..it will never close.

so we talked alot.

from animal documentaries to our own personal stories.

its fun.

it made me realised..

how lucky i am.

and im thankful for that.

=]=]=]

[ 21:20 ]

well.

amidst the happiness.

i got to know this early morning,

wan's aunt just passed away.

inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raajiuun.

and we've been talking bout her these past few days.

he called me crying..

i felt so bad.

well.

its the 2nd death i heard of this month.

everything is in HIS hands.

we can only think of the possible hikmah behind every misfortune.

he's still kinda sad.

but,

insyallah everything will be alright.

insyallah.

[ 21:07 ]

oh.my.god.

theres like so many things to blog.

10days since ive blogged.

since ive on this laptop to b precise.

well.

1 week of Os just ended.

alhamdulillah.

i wont talk much,or comment much.

dont wanna jinx anything.

oh gosh,

studying is tiring.

well,its our battle.

and we will gain victory.

i know we will.

i just got to know about the video hazwani did for the aam's last session..

hehe,im so sorry i ponteng-ed.

well,i told myself ill be coming to sch after 17th.

heh.

well anyway..

i deeply touched.

it made me tersengih mcm kambeng.

well,

seribu terime kaseh pon tak cukop nak kasi krg.

u guys were great.

always there for us,

even when we were like stupidshits.

heh.

so dearest mentors.

i wll make u proud.

we all will.

nonetheless,u guys made a difference in our life.

(fana aam eh.hehe)

well,

if i cud give everyone hugs n kisses,

i wudve done it.

i miss you guys.

n my dearest achillesians.

and cikgu Faizal.

gosh,i miss that teddybear.

he's so nice.

i will make him proud.

hhehehehe.

ok..

chem,

poa,

bio,

paper1.

n im done by then.

=]=]=]=].

lepas ni,

party takya balik pon boleh!

TON changi airport lagi uh.

hehe.

sayang korg.

seriously,i do.

[ 18:06 ]

teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.

gosh.

im tired,but not sleeepy.

HOW?!!?!?!?

was out since yesterday's morning.

breakfast-McD.

late,late dinner-McD.

early,early breakfast-McD.

overnite at T2 with the guys n him.

study,play,laugh,study,play,laugh,study.

dusk till dawn.

arrived home arnd 9+,

and straight away went to tuition.

blablabla.

and now i just came back.

tired,need some sleep.

but.the.eyes.refuse.to.SHUT!

urgh.

[ 11:23 ]

im aiming for aggregate below 10.

yes,for L1R4.

and hehe.

amaths tendang tepi uh..

buat busok cert sey..

hehehe.

takpelah.

they said,"belajar je semampu kau".

so yup.

im not giving up on anything.

olevels.

wont stop till its over.

wont stop to surrender.

and please.

dont torture urself with emotinalshits now dears.

prioritise the books and notes.

sweeet disposition..

[ 11:13 ]

sweeeeeeeeet disssssssspppoooooosition...~

ousch...

tody's gonna be less than 7days to the Os...

nyehehhehe.

so,

i ponteng-ed AAM yesterday...

hehehehhe.

cause i felt like revising poa instead.

am i the only one..

or really..did yesterday felt like a sunday?

chilled,relaxing mood.

and plus,my parents were at home the whole day..

anyway..

yesterday,me and them went to watch impak maksima the musical at esplanade.

hahahahhahaha.

was so reluctant at first..

i mean,impak maksima?!

i didnt even know it was a drama...

n...malaysia.

so arrived there early..

to be welcomed by A HUGE CROWD OF MALAYS.

and some looked malaysian..

aiyyoo dik,cannot make it lah....

well the show was surprisingly good.

ok lah..i enjoyed it..

then while we were exiting,

Mamas kena serang with TV3 crew..hahaha

they asked,"lepas ni nak tgk musical ape plak?"

amd she blatantly replied,"er..janji diana the musical?"

wtf.

naseb baek tak tanye aku..

kalau aku kene tanye..

i dont even watch malaysian dramas,,

mayb id answer,"err cinta fitri the musical?eh,wrong country eh?"

hahahahhahaha.

funsome jgak lah.

hahaha.

abang bonc pelat S...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

[ 18:39 ]

if only we can portray our imagination with ease..

ok,something unrelated.

wud u get really iritated if ur mum calls u just to nag at u,

or just to irritates you?

haha,

its getting frequent.

and damn it,

i dont wanna be rude..

cause it doesnt feels nice.

mummy,

please stop.

seriously,

sometimes im like in my room,

and she's like in her room.

reason :"aku malas nak panggil kau".

mothers.

[ 18:12 ]

they say...

think before any actions.

to prevent further regrets.

but they seldom tell you what to do,

when it does happens..

when you have regrets.

are the people who prioritise their happiness selfish?

or just right in their heads,unlike others?

this is one of the question that will only results to..

you can only agree or disagree.

they also say,

follow ur heart..

and its the starting point of ur permanent journey to doom.

as what was quoted in malay,

"ikot hati badan binasa"

i guess.

its the most logical reason why rules exist.

they keep things in perfect order.

they prevent any ache..

be it physically,mentally.

however,

we are,only humans.

only humans.

dear friend,

what wud u do if you know what ur heart wants..

will make u happy..

but will hurt another?

ponder,ponder.

[ 17:58 ]

beginning of the most awaited phase..

O level weeks.

1st written paper..

(ok well,2nd..but malay is so long ago)

Arabic.

alhamdulillah.

doable.

pretty good.

im feeelin pretty good abt it.

with just tawakkal..

i hope ill achieve what i aimed for.

amin.

next paper wud be sci prac.

oh,gosh.

jia you!

felt very light today.

what a gud movie.

like a nice warm peanut butter n choco bread..

only,i dont eat peanut butter.

[ 17:47 ]

500 days of summer.

twisted wicked comedy.

its not a love story...yes its true.

certainly didnt end like the cliché.

however..

it is a story about LOVE.

kinda like,gave a reality kick to those cliché romedies..

somehow it left me hanging.

i feel somehow uneasy.

how love could appear so real and believing.

only god knows what lies beneath it.

what's our love direction..?

oh,did i mentioned?

the leads are so adorable.

Joe Gordon-Levitt..ubeliciously delicious.

Zooey Deschanel...totally adore her.

this is the 2nd movie which makes me feel this way..

makes me feel happy..light..sad.

a mixture of two most felt feelings; happiness&sadness.

in case ur wondering,

the other movie is Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist.

and yes.

i fell in love with the playlist.

[ 00:47 ]

ok so.

yesterday..

i brought along my nail polish to sch as syark's been bugging me to let her use it..

and so we became bimbos.

haha,how superficially cliché.

and surprisingly.

ok not so a surprise..

the guys decided to join in..

albeit..

they looked like bapok siams instead of bimbos.

and one bapok siam forgot to remove it..

haha,yes Naim its you XD

how can u forgot?

haha.

[ 00:05 ]

playing truant is so fun.

like a drug.

its kinda addictive.

well,

today's trip to KkH was ok..

alhamdulillah,the ultrasound revealed my womb n fallopian tube are healthy n normal..

so..

the doc advised me to take in hormone pills first..

cause maybe its my hormones which are causing all this.

lets just pray n hope it is.

oh allah,

please give me the strength.

all these while u've been saving me..

to show how u love me..

but still..

i couldnt resist the temptation of the devil..

i hope i could slowly change for the better.

the signs are obvious.

better be fast..

before its too late.

friends,

i hope you guys would pray for me too.

insyallah,

everything will be alright.

amin.

[ 01:28 ]

btw,

im playing with fire.

gosh,

its too tempting.

lets just wait.

[ 01:25 ]

so i spent hours searching for a new skin...

and ended up ..

i like this current skin still.

major pfft.

jason mraz is such a yummy guy.

cant he get any more lovable with that guitar and wide grin of his?

oh..

he makes sex sound so...fun to sing of.

how indigenous.

[ 21:38 ]

grrr.

fb's photo uploader is such a bitch.

ala kawan2 yg masok my acc,

please upload our raye photos for me=]

well,lets talk about 3rd oct.

(coincidentally,for the past 3 years,we've been having jalan raye on the 3rd tau friends..haha)

us 30.

with one big bus.

and a hell loads of FUN,LAUGHTER,SMILES.

who was there?

well,almost all achillesians turon.

we rounded singapore from east to west.

pasir ris to bukit batok.

loads of memorable moments.

unforgettable,surely it will be.

i love you all lah.

cant believe only 1 more year left to enjoy each other's company...

wow..

for 11 years we saw each other grew up..

u guys are just like my siblings..

no wonder we clicked instantly..

enjoy it while it lasts..

can i say,friends forever?

[ 18:13 ]

oh gosh.

how long has it been.

lots stuff happened.

and well,

raya is officially over for me.

after hours of raya-ing.

im satisfied.

2nd oct.

was MAA's perjumpaan raye.

wore simple clothes,and surprised to see alot more donned themselves up.

hehe,semangat tu..

well,some are going raya-ing afterwards,while others just wanna win some chickies/chucks' attention.

school life,whaddaya expect.

well,there was no performance whatsoever,

only contests which to me,was a bit stupid for them tp organise,

cause everyone couldnt take part..thus resulted to huge boredom to some(me).

the canteen was filled with colourful kids.

and sadly,it reminds me of budak2 yatim..

bittersweet,i should say.

dr. mustofa was smilling n laughing,hehe.

azam was in bright orange..those who wore orange that day..i feel for you.

cher sam was the same,"i dont give a damn about all this".

she's fierce,i like.

ustzh Waheeda was so cute that day.

she complied to our request of ditching the books and have a photo session.

hehe,how cute.

took pictures in the musollah..

how fun.

then rushed home for another raya-ing with the other peeps.

from 3-12am.

well,it was worth it.

the pain from heels,the jadedness of the body.

it was unlimited fun.

been a long time since ive seen zi n diniy.

n saw new faces,that includes u humairah,if ur reading this=].

the funsome we shared was great.

esp at the end of the night,at their tchr's house..

me,,wan,hanis,daniel n fad.

oh,macam org gile maen heart attack! n chikopak pokemon,.

u guys were damn funny.

oh yah,and don forget the stuupid "ahh..TAIK!" thingy.

shud do to my guys eh.

ahhahahah.

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