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"Youth, even in its sorrows, has a brilliance of its own." -Victor Hugo

Uploaded with ImageShack.us hyper,talkative,coquettish,lively individualist
seeking uniqueness,rather than unity.
a sanguine,albeit having a likeness of solitude.
a true blooded aljuniedian,reaching her final year.
just trying her best to be who she is,really.

[ 02:59 ]

i feel guilty,
gosh.
somehow,someway..i do.

its been a long time since i saw you girls.
esp my dear dear f.a.

amidst my bliss with that boy.
some part of me constantly cries out,"kerinduan!!!!"

i want us to gather.
girls.
we need to.
and with fae going away..

ill organise something.
around the 2nd week ok girls.
if ur reading this.

let us bonding2 again.
so much things to catch up.

i realised that.
altho wer close.
theres so many secrets among us.

well,
i guess we all silently agreed that each of us has the right to keep mum about some things.
i mean,some secrets,will remain as secrets.

but still.
i hope we cud loosen abit more.
i miss hearing our laughters.
and i really do miss you,Fae.
if ur reading this.
i do miss you.

please come back.
before you do leave us.
please comeback,the Fae which i know,and made friends with.
the Fae whom ishare laughters,and some tears.
the Fae who layaned me with my JodhaAkbar craze.
imiss you dear.

and Bie.
i dont know what ur going thru.
emotional rollercoaster.
iwanna know the reason behind it.
i wanna make you feel better.
but pls tell me.
tell us.

i miss you guys.

[ 14:57 ]

i told him once.

"upon ur second pay,go and enrol lah."

somehow surprisingly,he doesnt seem assured.

finally he said,"theres alot of things i wanna get first.."

well,i understand.

to see him getting all elated and excited seeing all those shirts and shoes.

i just cant help but to smile.

he looks cute.

but on the other hand..

i really think he shud enrol.

cause he always bising about the buses and all.

and furthermore..

if he were to get a bike,

getting home wouldnt be a problem.

cause i know he really doesnt like it when hes unable to send me home late at night.

but then,

money is another matter.

enrolling wont cause much of aproblem.

getting the bike too,wont.

but the insurance and road taxes.

well.

i told him,

once sch starts next year,

forget about enrolling first.

finish ur course.

maybe enrol during NS or after.

why am i talking about this anyway?

well,

i guess hes still in my mind.

swimming n swimming.

[ 14:44 ]

euphoric.

alhamdulillah.

well.

i think..i do really think.

my mum's accepted him.

shes the opposition party.

my dad..well.

i dont think he takes it seriously.

but yesterday..

i guess she cant do anything anymore.

if u cant beat it,join it.

so only the two of us went to Nyai's house.

dad's gone to pergas or something.

brother's gone to somewhere.

so only u and me.

we talked about lots of things.

and what a revelation we made.

the men of our family..

they are all THE SAME.

same behaviour,same characteristics.

gosh,no wonder they cant click.

haha.

my mum said,if we left the three of them alone..

"MATI KUTU LA JADINYE".

hehe.

and so after much talks about our family..

she suddenly asked of wan.

but sensing her lighthearted mood,

i knew there was no hint of resentment or anger.

so for the first time,i told her id be meeting him afterwards.

(usually i just told her,"nak kua ngn kawan.." which she knows as always its wan)

and so she told me stories of mean women who controlled their men..blablabla.

i know,theres no connection.

or maybe shes telling me,not to be like them.

heh.

afterwards.

when i asked her whether if theres still anymore plastic lauk,she said yes.

and added,"kau nak kasi die lauk?"

when i replied yes,and i told her i wanna pray first..

she asked me,"nak aku packkan tak?"

she rendered me speechless..for a whole 2 seconds.

i told her not to trouble herself..

what a revelation.

she's actually ok with me going to meet him.

and later when i came back around 11..

she asked me whether he said anything about her cooking.

and i told her he said her rendang was the best..

and she smiled,rather sheepishly satisfied.

and what about the sambal goreng?

well,surprisingly hes one of the few who didnt say it was the best.

cause he doent eat tempe.

which she commented,"aah eh,die boyan kan."

haha.

well.

he resents tempe.

even saying that if a food shouldnt be a food..

it would be tempe.

how mean.

i love tempe.

[ 02:45 ]

these past few days,he kept on asking.

"what do you want?"

well.

surprisingly,

i cant think of any.

im not in the mood of shopping for myself.

i have enough clothes..

and nowadays i just cant seem to spot any which catches my eyes.

except for trench coats.

but he commented,"Lina,we're in Singapore..you dont need that."

shoes..

well,i want heels.

a huge collection of them.

but..

im now more comfortable with either flats or wedges.

but as usual,theres no wedges which has yet catches my eyes.

and flats..

i can ask my mum to buy it for me.

bags..

i dont need it really.

its sufficient enough.

pants..

well,those that i have are ok..

even if some of em are torn ,heh.

rugged..and they laughed at me.

diam lah.

i do want more belts.

brown n black.

well.

i am in need of perfume.

my cherryb's finished.

but there's my mom's green tea..

oh,i do want more facial masks!

theyre just so nice!

well,thats all.

takkan nak suro die belikan facial masks kan?

haha,i can buy it myself.

make up..

well i can ask my mum for my powder.

the rest's still can be used.

i cant believe im in no mood to SHOP!

PAPA SAVE ME!

know what im in the mood of..

cuddling with him.

being with him.

eating with him.

laughing with him.

being myself with him.

as my friend said,"better enjoy this holiday to the fullest".

well,im doing it.

thus..

i dont really need to work leh.

[ 02:40 ]

slamat hari raye haji sume.

well,

somehow it doesnt feels like raye.

even my mum said so.

and to add to the bummerness,

school's npot doing any korban this year..

so i wont get to help out.

boohoo.

boring you know.

last year's,i became the caller girl.

pekik2 no2.

haha,seemed that i have the loudest voice.

and for that..

hahahahaha..

some pakcik gave me his son's no.

seriously.

turned out the makcik is one of those makcik who never seems to have any other works other than hangout at my sch,looking out for her youngest son.

such memories.

and those kambings.

i wont get to see them this year.

well.

im gonna meet him after work.

give him some raye food.

[ 02:29 ]

so yesterday he started working.

was posted at Expo.

i thot of doing some job hunting after i finished helping mum with raye's cooking.

rounded the whole tampines.

and with no avail.

well,

i dont mind.

so i thought of welcoming him back..

with 1/2 dozens of Jco's yummylicious donuts.

he was elated.

im just happy to see him like that,

how cute.

so i guess ill be doing this all thru my holidays.

another excuse to see him everyday<3

and maybe make him more of those artificial cloth donuts.

hehe.

[ 02:25 ]

overflowing with amour.

elated.

serene.

happiness.

we've been thru alot,ALOT these past few days.

when you feel so confused and lost..

you really gotta sit down,relax and think.

insyallah,

things will go back as per normal.

im just happy we're able to go thru it.

happiness prevails.

hearts warming again.

i like this feeling.

[ 11:41 ]

cant deny it man,

bro,gua rindu lu lah.

kalau lu da start keje,lagi parah uh.

bole mati leh.

[ 11:36 ]

another day without leonaidus.

i am only left to sigh.

he has an undangan,followed by kompang practice.

well,i guess ill be hearing from him later this night.

as for me,

ill be staying over wada's place tonight.

kick off the loneliness for awhile,eh.

kerinduan.

[ 10:47 ]

i dono whether im gonna get the job or not.

well,nabilah n wan got the job at tampines.

he didnt call me yet.

wan did asked on my behalf,

and he said ill be posted at tiong bahru.

heh.

jaoh tu.

but thank god lah.

cause theres a straight bus from here;63.

if i get the job,itll be easy uh.

and one of my sepuou is working with coffee bean..

and i saw him once alighting at tiong bahru in the morning..

maybe he works there eh?

haha.

well,im hoping ill get the job lah.

but tak dpt pon takpe lah.

wan's working atleast.

theres still money for me to spend!

hehe.

[ 20:39 ]

leonaidus is on the field.

overnighting there in a place called hougang sec.

kerinduan.

i can only sigh.

[ 20:34 ]

alhamdulillah.

next year insyallah,ill be in my last year.

wow,cant believe we went through 11years of learning at that same institution.

1more year to go,

and im gonna be a free bird.

i hope next year will be a good year.

my results are fairly good.

dropped some,improved some.

i can do better next year.

oh,today is Eul's sweet seventeen!

happy birthday syg!

went to celebrate at eighteenchefs with them excluding fae n cumman.

syark bought presents for us!

early christmas presents!

and nash n kyria too gave me early christmas-very belated birthday presents=]

im happy with what i have.

alhamdulillah.

[ 01:37 ]

sometimes we get on each other's nerves.

well,sedangkan lidah kite tergigit.

yesterday were quite tension-filled.

he was still having his cough which irated him..

and my teeth was aching as the dentist really tighten my braces.

i was having a mayjay headache,and didnt really have any energy.

and he didnt have any cigarettes with him.

so yeah.

but it was resolved at night.

im thankful.

well,today was a different story.

started off with a bad note.

but it went well after he got his craving;cigarettes .

rounded bugis..

then went to tampines ,met up with nabilah for the job application at coffee bean..

after she wnt back.

we decided to lepak at any coffee shop as we were craving for teh tariks.

so i suggested afganistan and went there.

my hometown,hehe.

as we were lepaking there,we shared stories of our childhood,gossipped abt ppl,comment2 on our observations,just random talking.

after 2 hours and i still didn wanna go back..

so we headed back to tampines 1 for some window shopping for him.

and got tired of shopping..

we headed home.

and lepak2 at some void deck nearby till 10+.

we even fed the handsome cat..

hehe.

today was fun.

[ 00:46 ]

ok..where did i stop?

well.

i didnt went online last night,didnt i.

so..the zoo trip was fun!!!!

GOSH,

da lame tak nmpak binatang2!

such great creations of Allah.

beautiful in their own ways.

mesmerising,definitely.

loads of pictures taken there.

all pictires of animals..

hehe,didnt care to take any pictures of other ppl.

i mean,its a trip to the zoo.

hehe.

afterdad..

went to eighteenchefs at simei for some late lunch.

how very satisfying.

kenyaang bro.

skali ngantok skali..

i actually fell asleep whilst looking at the pictures..

hehe..paisey you.

then i slept for 3hours at home..

only to be awoken by the very frightening thunders.

seriously,seram sey.

beristirghfar aku dibuatnye..

and while i was painting..

my mum came and said,"jom g swensens,bapak kau mengidam icecream after tgk budak makan icecream kat tv"

seriously.

and i was waiting for the mentalist to start..

initially,i didnt want to..but she made a very sad face..

so i decide to comply to them.

and so we headed to changi airport.

had the choco fondue and some side dishes.

but as i was very much full,i ate alittle.

sayang right..

well..ape nak buat.

and yes..layankan their merepekness.

penat kdg2 layan merepek drg,haha.

kesiankan aku,terpakse layan drg.

but takpelah.

theyre very funny..

hehe.

parents can be so merepek.

[ 00:47 ]

GOD IM HAVING BREAKOUTS!!!!

ni lah.

habok2 in wardy's room.

rrr.

WHYY,WHY?!?!?!??!?!!?

[ 00:46 ]

yay!!

besok excursion.

hehe.

going to the zoo.

hehe.

im gonna have fun with them.

i hope alot will turon.

miss them badly.

hehe.

i can sleep lah.

[ 00:42 ]

i finished watching "Meet The Natives"!

gosh.

so cute!

esp albi..haha he's the most adorable of all.

posen was kinda handsome,hehe.

orang dayak pon ade handsome eh.

hehe.

you guys.

go and watch it!

really an eye opener.

ive learned things from them.

you guys would too.

living is all about sharing,caring and peace.

there are still somepeople who still enjoy this lifestyle.

theyre so lucky.

i wanna go to TANNA!!

[ 23:45 ]

today was..

hehe.

went to IKEA!!!!!!!!!!!

wardy was late,so i wandered alone.

feeling2 ade rumah baru,hehe.

oh,and got some new ideas for his gift.

even if he says'"tanak anything from ikea.."

hehe.

so met up with Wardy and rounded the whole building for almost 3hrs!

cause,apparently..

the way they arranged the things...were so haywire!!!

i should complain sey.

serious shit.

they said its at the market hall..

but turned out its somewhere at the showroom,in between furnitures!!!!

and like,they said it was at rack 6..turned out..its at rack 34?!?!?!

jauh giler sey.

ok so macam org kebulor..

we went to chikkin bbq and ordered 3 dishes.

for only me and wardy.

gosh,too kenyang to finish all..

but we did eventually.

tak bagus buang rezeki kan..

hehe.

so headed back to her new crib.

and my mission to help her kemas started.

up till around 8.40pm..

and i was wondering,why hasnt he beep me..

kate nak jumpe..

turned out,my damn sim card was INACTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

frantically i off,then on it again..

to find 10msgs.

and he was at the void deck since 7+!!!!!!!!!

ohmygod.

so,right away after alighting the bus..

i became Usain Bolt,literally.

he said,"i thought i saw usain bolt tadi..sekali lina lah".

hehe.

gosh i felt so bad.

he came right away after his ftball practice n gym..

and he was sick with cough.

but we did have fun at the end.

hehe.

kasih kepadanye.

[ 23:39 ]

oh..

I SAW SEZAIRI AGAIN yesterday!!!!

hehehe.

are we meant to be...

hehehe.

[ 23:27 ]

once you get so attached..

when u are forcefully pulled away from it..

colossally devastating,id say.

i bcame a zombie yesterday.

humans,i am indeed them.

imperfect in many aspects.

but we all never did stop trying our best to be good to everyone.

but somehow the effort was futile.

maybe we didnt try hard enough.

or maybe..its all of us.

we and our egos.

until we learn how to give and take..

we'll still encouter the bumpy roads.

well.

all ended well after a very full meal at Pastamania.

with Hanis there too,i bcame a living human again.

he is so cute,hehe.

went on to kill some zombies!

as usual,its always between him n hanis..and me.

well,im just a beginner so lembab.

hehe,kalau witch or tank ade,aku lari.

hehe,only that day i started to bravely attack Tank!

hahahahah.

kental kan.

tau.

then met the rest n watched them play pool.

well,paisey uh nak maen with my pathetic skills.

hanis is so cute,hehe.

and bird really did looked like a bird..

mcm tweety,hehe.

became too tired,and went home.

i was happy again.

hehe.

[ 02:31 ]

today was..

well.

yesterday,

correction.

from noon till late afternoon,went out with mum.

went to sch to pay off my accrued fees.

on the way to the bustop..

my mum say daun sireh growing at the side of the cemetery..

and said,"lets pick it.its so expensive out there..see theyre all so good,so young!..but is it ok to take it from a cemetery..."

and she like practically asked the ahli kubur permission.

hehehe.

being me,i joined sekaki.

so for almost 5 mins,we picked the leaves..

she said they're good for women..esp their down south..

so,complied to her.

mum knows best..or rather,java ppl knows best about jamu n all.

proceed to visit her friend who's on mc.

that makcik was such of vibrant colours!

she doesnt look any close to a post-operation person.

haha,and sempat buat tiramisu lagi!

aku kene pakse makan byk2..

hehe,sedap tapi.

and her cat..ohmygosh such beauty.

my mum commented afterwards.."cats are the most beautiful animal god had made"

hehe,i agree.

theyre just so gorgeous..

even when theyre lazy,sleepy,naughty,hungry..

proceed to visit my nyai!

and coincidentally,some of my cuzz came over too.

it was fun,laughing with them.

and seeing my nyai.

my nyai da pandai makan fastfood sey.

hehe..

she calls burgers 'roti bulat tuu'.

hehe.

and then,

teman my mum do her facial,haircut and henna.

boooooring sey.

took more than 2hours.

i spent the whole time reading mags and going to the loo(the saloon was so damn cold!)

and around 7,met upwith Van and his friends.

lets just say..

we went thru alot that night..

emotional rollercoaster,i mean..

but all ended well..

we watched 'paranormal activity' which is quite scary.

better than 2012.

haha.

and now i dont wanna sleep.

not cause im scared,but i wanna edit pics.

while Van on the other hand..

is still outside with the rest,

lepaking at mcd cause..

"cite paleng seram sey....i dont wanna go back alone..hehehehe"

yes,thats the reason.

well,i think another was to just hang out with his friends.

well,terserah kau lah bro.

hehe.

seriously guys,

tgk paranormal activity.

depan die lembab semacam..

but.......

he,he,he.

[ 01:21 ]

oh yes!

WE SAW SEZAIRI!!!!!

wooohoo.

but well,tak tegur lah,

malu.

hehe

and he didnt smile.

haha.

well suke hati kau.

hheheheheheheh.

[ 01:02 ]

today was funn.

haha.

only,it started wayyyyy late.

planned at 3pm..

but ended catching the movie at 5.30pm.

only 6 of us came down for the movie,including Van<3

ate at pastamania with Van and yanyan.

this place is OVERPRICED.

serious.

the whole half an hour+ we're there..

i was like constantly complaining..

sampaikan he said,"maybe they shud have a complain corner for lina"

haha.

but seriously.

but the thing is...

we only ate pizza.

hehe.

well,

not value for money.

g pizza hut lagi gerek.

ade waiter amek order lagi.

so good right?

haha.

well.

2012 was.......too lengthy.

coraline is better,even he agreed on that.

met up with the rest..

and wandered around until we got tired and went home.

hehe.

well.

some were not in the mood today..

i wonder why.

but jin n bo lah penyeri hidopku.

hahha.

thanks for layankn Van n me.

hehe.

the trip back home was fun.

we were running around,catching up with the traffic lights..searching for the bustop..

and without realising we walked sampai bras basah..haha.

the bus was very cold..

and our seats were hot..cukop hot lah.

hehe.

[ 01:30 ]

my king.

my leonaidus.

he's sleeping now.

gosh,i am like eccentrically emotionally unstable.

lucky him.

hahahahhah.

iloveyou,leonaidus.

if i cry dont kick me down the well ok.

hehe.

[ 01:20 ]

so i wokeup yesterday..

and was channel surfing when i came across this mv on mtv.

lalala by lmfao.

hahahah.

the afrodude reminds me of Diniy!

hahaha.

merepek sey.

very funny.

gosh...

bile lah nak chalet.

[ 01:04 ]

oh..

and DUANE's out lah sia!!!!!

finally.

we dont want a childlike idol.

even if we want to..

theres like more adorable talented kids out there.

and damn shit sia.

Charles mcm babi sempot nyanyi mandopop.

salah masok competition lah sia!

bodo.

muke mintak kene pijak sia.

hahha.

this hatred isnt racism..

its just im standing for the rights of talent.

gosh.

sezairi is soooooo COOL!

haha..

and taby's hot lah sey.

i hope for taby n sezairi to be in the finals.

woohoo!!!

a hard fight sey tu.

hehehehe.

[ 00:48 ]

gosh.

geram nye aku ngn ants!!!!

well let me tell u bout these tiny pests.

the ones which are invading my room are those very small,reddish-brown ants..

whihc move rather frantically..

i dont know why they look so panicky..

welll.

they invaded my room like few months ago.

at first i was ok with it..

cause my mum kept saying "oh,byk rezeki tu.."

so i didnt bother them.

but it became so frustrating...

cause i cant even leave anything sweet on my table!!!

then few days ago..

i cant take it anymore..

i hunted for their hidings...

and found 3!!!!!

so,armed with that sabun pinggan and insecticide..

i did my job...

only to find something more.

few days later,i was so-called tidying my room..

my table..

and turned out theres a bigger hideout place..

so dengan penuh geram,

aku spray smpai byk mati.

then after this incident...

they started to come out more frequently..

even when theres no food in sight,,,

and they even serang plain water!!!

WHAT THE FUCK SIA!!!!

serioous....

aku geram.

now..

theyre bothering..

so if i kill them MERCILESSLY,,

tak dose kan..

hehe

[ 21:19 ]

i wanna go lingerie shopping!

hmm.

seriously.

theyre so tempting!!!!!!

[ 21:06 ]

gosh.

it has ended.

we waited this day for years.

struggled for months.

sacrificed many.

and finally,

it has ended.

we celebrated together,

eating at Bbq Chikkin!

ooh..scrumptious.

we girls.

oh,we do loove to eat eh.

perangai gemok sey,as quoted from Hudayu.

heheh.

yes,

we all gained weight during this exam period.

oh.

i cant wait to celebrate this triumph.

ihope itll be a happy occasion this 20th.

and next year's 10-12th jan.

hope all of our hard work paid off.

hope to see some satisfying results.

after this.

its all in Allah's gracious hands.

tawakkal je lah..

mean time......

LETS PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh,gosh.

its a good feeling.

now,daddy.

i want some cash top upps.

[ 23:37 ]

CORALINE!!!

so.

woke up today.

at 10+...

missed the 1st part of MONK!!!

well.

emotional roller-coaster.

am i being too attached?

well,we are,to each other.

so decided to distract my mind off him..

and played cooking games online!

yes,i am really that kental when it comes to games.

i am proud to say,i can actually play left4dead.

hahaha.

so,tgh shiok2 playing..

suddenly the phone rang.

hehe.

good,great,awesome news.

he's free and we decided to head to the movies.

ohh....

I WATCHED CORALINE 3-D!!!

2 very-jakon young adults.

me and him like literally,surprised the images popped out.

hahaha.

the movie was great.

serious shit.

only thing is that,it was damn cold.

and my teeth were chattering.

n his too.

serious,it was great.

hehe sorry guys,i just cant wait to see it.

ate at LJs.

everytime i go there,its just gonna be grilled cajun chikkin for me,and fish wrap for my leonidas.

cause the normal combos are all..

well,they appear very makanan mainan to me.

not value,for money.

then we headed back,

thinking "oh,tmrw's paper1 sci..we should revise.."

but ended up wasting time in the bus.

took 22..and he said,"eh,22 goes to AMK?wanna go there?"

so we went there.

laughing,shrieking,tickling each other.

and yes,became matreps on the back of the bus.

we arrived at AMK..and rode 25 to home.

haha,merepek haram kan.

just for the sake of wasting time.

but then the journey back home became a bit dizzy for us..

and yes,we stopped being idiots.

only to continue later on when we alighted.

it was all,"bro,bro" tonight.

i became an intoxicated shemale..haha.

febro.

geddit?

nonsense.

well.

today was fun.

thats why im like practically blogging the entire day.

haha.

oh yah.

we have a new term for those uncaucasians with dyed hair.

its..

"oh,die ade kacukan org puteh uh."

hahahaha.

[ 01:27 ]

cheesyness.

never fails to melt me.

i just dont know where he gets the ideas from.

and it can happen,randomly!

sometimes it would start like a random qn which would make me go,"whaaat?"

and then the cheesiness comes in.

hahaha.

the little things people do makes you remember them fondly.

[ 01:20 ]

gosh.

korang...

hanis.

Van.

aku rindu maen LEFT 4 DEAD!!!

rindu yg teramat.

however.

i hope i wont get terperanjat that much...

hehehehe.

gosh.

have i said..

HANIS is so cute?!?!!?!?

he really is.

really,he is.

and very very very funny.

HANIS + VAN je da havoc.

kalau plus yg laen..

gosh..i might burst from just laughing.

he's so cute.

and Van found out..

he's actually the ideal bf material.

girls.

go skin deep.

and you will find guys like Hanis.

he like,practically mengamok about KD and Anang's divorce!

hahaha.

how cute.

and funny.

and cute.

and funny.

i will never stop.

hahaha.

[ 01:05 ]

i miss them.

i miss my dudes and dudettes.

gosh.

achilessians.

kerinduan lah.

after the end year results..

lets go n party uh.

penat eh layan kemendakan hidop.

RINDU!

[ 00:02 ]

goshhhhhh.

i dont wanna sleeeep.

well.

i like nice people.

theyre nice.

mean,badd people are bad..

they hurt others.

thats not a good thing to do.

meanie,you.

well.

im happy with Van.

my LEONIDAS.

hahahah.

he was in the LEONIDAS mood tadi.

screaming madly.

n the most frustrating this is...

i really hate it when he idly walk on the road.

and tadi was the same moment.

i was like frantically calling him to walk faster/closer to the sides..

and he just screamed "I AM LEONIDAS!!!!!".

CRAZY fellow.

geram nye!!!

n it continued on...

until he was out of my sight.

merepek haram.

but then,bile pikir2 balek..

leonidas has some anger issues eh.

remember the moment he screamed at the persian massenger and kicked him into that well?

hahahah.

Van commented,"he cannot be a matrep uh...he doesnt compromise...takle ajak bebual"

hahahhahahaha.

giler.

[ 23:40 ]

fuhh.

i realised.

hatred is nothing but bitter.

and sour.

and bland.

anything thats not sweet,creamy..spicy.

mmm.

well.well.

i wonder how we will survive next year at school.

we bonded well with our preu2 seniors.

nothing much,all mutual and friendly.

theyre all very nice2.

and baek2.

no wonder the school likes them.

haha,compared to us...

*SHUDDERS*

we all should thank cher azam for loving and caring for us.

and cher sam.

and cher fizaa!

and ..cikgu mustapa?

and all those otai ustds.

well,except for ust agil...hehe.

you boys better make peace with him...

well.

i dont understand..

how did this hatred between us and the ones below us started(umm..93 borns.)?

well,as far i know..

i was in talking terms with them?

how come it became all messy and sticky?

well,well.

if they wanna continue this silent war..which would not be so silent i reckon..

by all mean,dipersilakan.

i mean,seriously.

it wont resort to anything.ANYTHING GOOD AND POSITIVE.

hahahhah.

imagine eh.

if we were all friends.

like,really gud friends..

heheh.

tak bole.

too much differences.

hehehehehhehe.

[ 23:26 ]

gosh....

one day at the beach.

with Van...and a tent.

fought the heat of the noon..

and then the rain and wind of the afternoon.

haha.

turned out,

the tent ade lobang kat atas..

so we wwre like fighting for our lives in the tent..

as the tent didnt have any hooks.

dengan tenaga batin..fuhh.

leonidas and his lady,hahaha.

didnt get to play at the beach(too much pasir..nanti susah nk masok tent)

didnt get to ride the bike(who's gonna look out ofr the tent then,kan...)

hmm.

maybe next tyme.

when theres more ppl.

but nevertheless..

it was fun.

Van was sick,tapi.

boohoo.

im tired.

gubye then.

[ 10:13 ]

gosh,,,,

MAJAY BOREDOM!!!!!!!!!

URGHURGHURGH!!!!

[ 23:44 ]

firstly..

BIO YOU MEANIE!!!

no wonder the chem paper was uberly easy.

there's an udang behind the rock eh.

jahat.

but,i did it anyway.

just hope my answers were wat they wanted.

i hope so!

nak A sey.

jahatnye paper.

well.

one more paper left.

which is like...in 5days.

hehehe.

i need to tidy up my room!

throw away those trash!

sell the books!

give away some clothes!

sell those dvds!

yah.

should do it.

i wanna repaint my room.

and shop at IKEA.

hmm...

well.

anyway,

i just kinda destroyed my roomphone.

thinking of getting a new one.

the sound quality is so bad anyway..

gosh,

so much to do!!!!

[ 23:39 ]

emotions.

they can break you.

break you so bad.

maybe the truth does hurt.

well.

im just happy we're back to normal.

and thankful.

[ 11:47 ]

huhu.

yesterday's zombie massacre was scary.

i just felt scared..and well i played badly.

haha.

seriously,everytime kene attacked,aku terperanjat mcm pupu.

hahahahahhahaahhaha.

tak suke!

well.

last night was fun n warm.

happy 1st,Iwan.

ill forever be inferior to his cheesiness that never fails to melt me.

how messy.

messily yummy.

now i cant wait for the Os to end!

we'll go on an adventure around this lil isle.

n definitely that plan of ours.

hehehehehehe.

oh yah,cant wait for the chalets!!!!!

i heard theres gonna b one with the AAM?

how fun!!

n hopefully with the class...

and definitely with iwan and friends!

how joyous.

celebrate the joyous season,OUR WAY!

hohoho.

oh.

i shud be mugging bio now.

BIO!!

cause onite,

its gonna be all poa.

how tiresome.

cant wait!!

[ 17:55 ]

IM HAPPPYYYY=]=]

chem was guud.

lets just hope paper4 wud be like it.

ill be very VERY ELATED.

oh.

yes...

im so gonna kill some ZOMBIES TONITE!!!

what a way to celebrate our 1year.

with hanis n idk who else...hahahahahha.

oh.

i just realised,

my parents' falls on nov6th.

hehe.

how near.

KILL SOME ZOMBIES!!!!!!!

[ 21:21 ]

ohmygosh.

found a perfect place to go!

do i have the shizzz...?

hmm i think i do!

gosh...

this is SOOO EXCITING!!!

too bad kan.

we need to wait till...

hmph.

well.

IM ELATED!!!!

gosh,tinggal organic chem je ni.....

[ 20:58 ]

So we were walking,and chatting about his family..

when he said,"why didnt u call iwan?"

which i replied,"well,uwere the one who toldme "ur not part of my family yet".."

"oh aah eh...hehehe"

and so.

finally,igot the permission to!!

IWAAAAAAAN!

yeah,that feels so satisfying.

i guess he felt tired of constantly need to alter his own name during story telling.

he.he.

me too sumtimes.

IWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN.

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