i feel guilty,
gosh.
somehow,someway..i do.

its been a long time since i saw you girls.
esp my dear dear f.a.

amidst my bliss with that boy.
some part of me constantly cries out,"kerinduan!!!!"

i want us to gather.
girls.
we need to.
and with fae going away..

ill organise something.
around the 2nd week ok girls.
if ur reading this.

let us bonding2 again.
so much things to catch up.

i realised that.
altho wer close.
theres so many secrets among us.

well,
i guess we all silently agreed that each of us has the right to keep mum about some things.
i mean,some secrets,will remain as secrets.

but still.
i hope we cud loosen abit more.
i miss hearing our laughters.
and i really do miss you,Fae.
if ur reading this.
i do miss you.

please come back.
before you do leave us.
please comeback,the Fae which i know,and made friends with.
the Fae whom ishare laughters,and some tears.
the Fae who layaned me with my JodhaAkbar craze.
imiss you dear.

and Bie.
i dont know what ur going thru.
emotional rollercoaster.
iwanna know the reason behind it.
i wanna make you feel better.
but pls tell me.
tell us.

i miss you guys.