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so,this happened.
i asked my dad jokingly,could i not finish school..
he was drinking his coffee,and said with a straight face,"no.kan sayang..".
well,there's it.
i cant.
well.
recently ive been thinking twice.
im just not confident abt next yr.
cause,hello.
no more academics.
just plain ukhrawi.
well,im ok with it.
i mean,ukhrawi subjects arent that hard if we pay attention and understand.
but i just dread the language.
insya and balaghah/adab.
i just dont get them.
i like nahu thou.
well,anyway.
its all about passion.
passion to learn ukhrawi.
and sadly,
i have less than 50% for it.
so im just worried.
im worried i cant make it.
but then..
ive been doing good.
is my mind just playing games with me?
well.
on the other hand..
i wanna graduate with them.
12years together.
and next year's gonna be the last year to taste uniform school.
to enjoy each other's company..
as students in uniform.
well.
i guess im just gonna put up with one more year.
aswhat he added,"1 year's really short.i dont want you to drop out."
well poppa.
i wont ok.