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"Youth, even in its sorrows, has a brilliance of its own." -Victor Hugo

Uploaded with ImageShack.us hyper,talkative,coquettish,lively individualist
seeking uniqueness,rather than unity.
a sanguine,albeit having a likeness of solitude.
a true blooded aljuniedian,reaching her final year.
just trying her best to be who she is,really.

plea [ 00:48 ]

i really hope and pray,
that he'll return to the right path again.

i love him so much,
i cant bear to see him in his state now.
althou i never show my concerns,
i guess im just too afraid to approach him over this.

ya allah,
please show him back the hidayah he had lost alongg the way.
cause i love him so much ya Allah.
please,save him.

amiin.

[ 00:28 ]

hypocrisy.

every one has their own moments of it.

however,it shouldnt kept recurring.

thats just ....wrong.

and really,its just plain impossible to please everyone with your actions.

humans are egoistical after all.

but that doesnt give you the green light to be a friggin hypocrite in people's faces.

and please,kalau tak puas hati.

cakap depan muke ok.

id rather we talk things out rather than u being a hypo.

kalau perah,janan simpan uh.

bilang yg kau perah pasal kitrg.

mane tau the reason was just a misunderstanding.

its just sad.

i guess i should say alhamdulillah for this.

ya allah.

bliss [ 23:52 ]

alhamdulillah.

i wanna make a habit to always say alhamdulillah if im happy or sad.

so for today's post,its for the happiness ive felt today.

as i sit on my bed typing on this post,

the moments we shared just hours ago kept playing in my mind.

truly i can say,i sincerely enjoyed today.

everyone has their own lives to live.

their own problems and dilemmas to face.

we can choose to show it,or hide it.

everyone has their own ways of dealing with difficulties.

so,

to see their happy faces laughing with me.

i felt so grateful to be blessed with such happiness.

the conversations we had,althou at the surface may seemed full of nonsense,

but i do learnt new things.

like how we could cry over various reasons.

it may seem silly based on our reasons,but that actually shows who we really are.

you know,the everyday things you do actually reflects your personality.

i realised something just a moment ago.

we are imperfect in our own ways.

but when the right people get together,

everythin is perfect.

[ 00:18 ]

sweet dreams dears.

JANGAN LUPE BANGUN SUBUH!

[ 00:14 ]

when we listen to a happy beat,it instantly cheer us up.

same goes with cheesy love songs.

so hooked on to Bruno Mars' "just the way you are"

a random comment,

every time his name comes into my mind,it reminds me of a chocolate bar.

so,i would giggle every time his name comes out.

heehee

contented and relieved.

i guess we're back again<3

intermad [ 22:55 ]

say,thank you allah.
for everything that you has bestowed on us.
for everythin happens for a reason.

alhamdulillah today was very heartwarming for me.
and pumped my adrenaline to the max!
alhamdulillah Aljunied has won the intermad games,4years in a row.
the guys should really deserve the salutation.

well,i wont comment on the desas-desus aftermath of the event.
as i said,akan ade hikmah disebalik setiap kejadian.
allah yg maha tau,so please husnu zhon terhadap everyone.

and to the other madrasahs,try harder=]
insyallah one day you can.
but be mindful though,play by the rules with respect.

im happy for the school.
thouh,im prettty sure we're gonna get a scolding when sch reopens,
for runnin wild on the field.
hehe.

well,i tell you.
its worth it.

[ 00:52 ]

hey.

well,i feel like talkin about something rather random.

well.

try think back to ur past.

the words youve said,the promises youve made.the swears you took.

now tell me,have you already broken some of them?

most would say yes.

cause people change.

they change their way of thinking,their perspectives,their outtakes of the world.

we're evolvin.changing everytime.

thus we are always taught to really THINK before taking any actions.

ponder about it folks.

[ 23:02 ]

currently obsessing AGAIN over simon baker.

woohoo.
mentalist season 2.

season 3's gonna be aired soon in Sept.
only 1 bummer.
its in the US.

k,bu,
can i follow u back to the States?

gosh patrick,
you're just so naughty and cute.
its irresistible.

[ 22:58 ]

despite everything,

it all comes down to this.

as long as i still feel empty without you at my side,

no matter how horrid and nasty the fights,the misunderstanding are.

i know that i just wanna be there with you.

<3 is wonderful.

alhamdulillah.

[ 22:46 ]

mira & nashy.

managed to have a girls day out few weeks ago.

watched nodame's final part

together!

sayang them.

im very very glad and happy to see my mira cheerful again.

to see her happy vibe hanging around her.

i read a quote in a book,which says

"sometimes the best way to get over someone is to be under someone else"

i wish her the best.

keep looking,and ull find the right one when you least expect it.

as for my nashy dear,

she's been busy lately with her school.

kinda miss not seeing her in school anymore.

just today they commented how my school tudung is looking like hers.

well,we do have this "heck-care" approach to our school outfit.

hehe,maybe cause im sitting at her place now.

hehe,bllabb,

thats just pure coincidence.

miss them very much.

oh,such memories.

[ 22:28 ]

1st story-School.

Its August now.

which makes..3more months left to be in that uniform.

gosh,as the date ggets nearer,its gettin more nerve-wrecking.

my mind keeps changing.

as im standing at my place now,

i realised how things can maneuver to the opposite directions in a light speed.

my initial plan was to get out of the madrasah system and enter the mainstream poly.

well,as you guys know by now..

ive changed my plan.

i might not even get to step inside that place anyway.

id dare say that im gonna enrol myself in UIA.

taking comparative religion.in english(yeah!)

oh,and mainly because theres philosophy in it!

i hope i wont change my mind again.

cause i tell you,

my parents were so DELIGHTED upon knowing this.

ok,apart from my future plans.

im really cherishing this last year together with everyone in school.

this afternoon,as i sat in the class hearing the lecture,

i looked at everyone..

every single faces,the guys and girls..

and it got me thinking.

"we're all gonna grow up and get married,have kids,work.."

their laughing,snoring,indifferent expressions..

i will miss them all once the remaining 3months is over.

insyallah,everyone will be under Allah's Guidance.

i pray for everyone's success in life,and the afterlife.

ameen.

haaalllo! [ 22:12 ]

OMG.

did i just abandoned this blog?

afwan awie..

well,when was the last post?

weeks ago i reckon.

well,im back!

lots of thing happened,lots of stories,events..

both up & down,fun and shitty...but all ended well.

the fact that i am here typing with a happy vibe proves it,eh.

so i guess im just gonna categories the stories as we go by.

i miss you blogy.

althou i know ive slashed the number of readers by more than half just by abandonin you.

so readers,IM BACK!

heheh.

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