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"Youth, even in its sorrows, has a brilliance of its own." -Victor Hugo

Uploaded with ImageShack.us hyper,talkative,coquettish,lively individualist
seeking uniqueness,rather than unity.
a sanguine,albeit having a likeness of solitude.
a true blooded aljuniedian,reaching her final year.
just trying her best to be who she is,really.

syafahallah... [ 03:14 ]

My granny just got warded at CGH.
since dad isnt arnd n fiqko just came hme frm sch, my mum n me went there to settle things out.

Shes been having breathing difficultues for weeks.. She was warded just 2 weeks ago fr the same reason..
Its hard when shes all secretive n keeps her pain to herself not wanting to trouble others.

Its really pains me seeing her condition nowadays.
Very frail n thin.. Shes really that choosy in almost everything..

I just hope itll b ok fir her in a few days..
Cz im left with two days here..
Ya allah please let here b ok..

days numbered [ 15:52 ]

approximately 1week left.
although its true i can come back after 2 weeks or so,
but its not gna be that frequent for me to enter singapore later on..

moving to Jb is a good thing, itll take off some of my dad's burden..
and personally it feels more homely there..
i really like what my dad has done with the garden..
and theres flowers!

but then again..
i wont get to meet hunnyb that often anymore.
and its sad. really sad.

pretty girls in hijab <3 [ 01:38 ]

I feel very much happy n delighted Coming across pretty stylish hijabis on fb:)
Esp if i cud browse her pics beforehand so i could add her:)

Fyi i do have the tendency to refuse to add unknown ppl, unless i know n is close to them or i find them interesting:)

Hehehe, happy sgt tgk drg walaupun aku tk kenal drg pon.
N ill found myself talking to myself abt them..
Kan best mcm ni.

Sedikit sebanyak dpt juga kita follow their looks in a way or two.
Hehehehe.

Cume i mls nk try style yg kne pkai inner covering utk leher..
Tk panas n rimas ke?
I usually just anyhow belit till i achieve the similar look.

But then again, i wear heels..
And thats more excrutiating.

Well maybe one day.

Ok so im super duper excited to live in kl!
Cz theres gna so much to shop!
N its mostly halfpriced there!
Kene pandai carik la kan:)

Yeye!

Even so,
Most always remind myseld to wear hijab covering my boobies n neck.
And also takmu toncet tinggi2.

Mmm.
Must always remind myself before stepping out of the house!

I cant sleep.
Somehow im excited.
Teehee.

brain disvonected [ 01:27 ]

Haha!

My brains getting abit slow these days..
The other day i lit. Paused for a few seconds wondering how ice shud be spelt..
The words that came to my mind was.. Aice,eice...

And just a moment ago,
I wanted yo spell night, but ended up with nigth, nihgt..

Hahah!

Thank god for sch fr starting soon!

in my bed [ 00:14 ]

Yay finally found an app to update my blog! Hehe soon i cud update my blog when im without my laptop!

packing [ 17:12 ]

so im almost done with the packing.
and boy! theres alot of things to bring!

my luggage is fully loaded with only clothes.
i literally had to sit on it to close it.

theres an additional reusable shopping bag for the bedsheet, praying mat,telekung,towel,selimut ,fork&spoon,cup and something else i cant remember.

i still need to buy lots of other things.
which i think should be about another one of the bag.

and cause we'll b goin there on friday,
i have to separate the clothes ill b using from friday to the admission day(tuesday) from the ones in my luggage.
this is ofcourse to make things easier for me when we go to the hotel.

oh yes!
shoes!
i have to bring one slipper for the toilet, the Ck sandal,my purple croc and my sportshoes.
and maybe one of my nice looking flat..
as for my heels,ill have to bring them over later on...
how sad!

so in total ill be bringing

1 luggage
2 big sized reusable bags
2 pillow & 1 bolster.
1 backpack

thats alot!

i just hope im not the only one with so many things to bring!

fashion. [ 21:28 ]

hijab used to be dull.

used to the centre of mockery.

used to be rejected by muslimahs.

all cause its just unglamorous.

well that was 20years ago.

now,

i dont have to say much.

theres just so many styles!

theres one for any type of girl!

alhamdulillah,thank you for the brainchildren of this phenomena.

now,more hijabis are proud to publicly announce their beliefs.

but when one starts accusing of another for stealing her style,

whats up with that?

unless really,ur the one who actually created that look..

then i think you should ponder before you speak,and have fun sharing.

yes yes,women and sharing isnt a bombastic combination.

clearly who wanna be in the same room wearing the EXACT SAME CLOTHES?!

even i wont.

but that situation up there,is a rarity.

only happens that often with celebrities on the red carpet.

imagine,instead on bashing on each other..

you could share tips,styles and lend one another pieces from your wardrobes!

now we all can look great together!

so please,dont act all divalicious.

shed the ego, and start sharing!

id personally say,

my look isnt that original.

i can see women out there who spot the same look.

n im cool with that.

cause we feel comfortable with the look,and feels it suits our body.

I just alter here and there,giving my touch to make it look more me.

and i really think that everyone else is doing the same thing.

* this post is purely mutual. its based on what i observed lately. its anything but personal, Thank you.

such complexity. [ 20:59 ]

el Hub.

it makes blinding light seems so subtle and pleasing.

it turns pain into pleasure.

with it,bitter taste so sweet.

but what happens when its gone?

all the illusion disappear.

and all thats left is the harshness of reality,

accompanying your loneliness.

everyone has their own story to tell.

their own secrets to keep.

their own memories to reminisce.

love is so complex.

like an endless spiderweb,

entangling anyone who dares to touch it.

malas. [ 20:46 ]

i woke up.got naughty.ate.sleep.

k now repeat it 3times.

thats basically today.

teehee.

alhamdulillah [ 23:36 ]

finally,got to meet up with most of us again.

thank you to those who came so early n was on time,

and also for the janji melayu kakis,teehee

your presence is greatly appreciated by my family n me<3

hope you all gain something from what my dad said,

ingatlah ayat dlm surah yaasin tu bile kite rase mcm nak jadi jahat n ikot setan k.

not surprising,i saw someone dozed off during this moment,

mcm kat klass pulak eh,hehe

also,

thank you for finishing up the food.

harap korg happy with your tummies loaded!

and to those who gave me the presents,

ohmy tak kusangke!

sayang korg lah!

hope to see you guys together again.

it was fun,we got to chat and catch up with each others' lives.

but for now,

HERE WE COME, UIA!

share,please. [ 00:56 ]

every one is special.

every one is unique.

every one is their own self.

sharing doesnt hurt.

it wont make you lose your identity.

it wont render you lower than your current state.

it shows that you care.

cause you are who you are,

no one can take that away from you.

less on the selfishness,more on the selflessness.

ok?

cinta hatiku. [ 00:42 ]

however far apart we will be soon,

thoughts of you,and us will never leave me.

indahnya persahabatan.

bila suka dan duka diharungi bersama.

bila kesilapan yang tak mampu kita lihat dgn mata sendiri,

diberitahunya kepada kita dengan tegas tetapi penuh sayang.

mungkin air mata pernah dititis kerana adanya perselisihan faham antara kita,

namun hati tetap tabah mengharungi cabaran.

manisnya persahabatan,

bila memikirkan betapa diri disayangi dengan penuh keikhlasan.

bila mengenang akan kenangan lalu membuat hati riang.

bila tiap kali kupandang wajah-wajah mereka,

mulut tersenyum,hati pun ikut riang gembira.

alhamdulillah,

kerana diriku yang tidak seberapa ini telahpun dikurniakan sahabat-sahabat

yang sangat penyayang.

as a friend of mine say,

"if we dont meet again after this,

may we meet again in Jannah".

satisfaction,never. [ 00:26 ]

humans are born unsatisfied.

ever so hungry for something new,something better.

until eventually it will eat himself up.

and then regret sips in.

and theres just too much damaged done,

itll take more effort to recover.

you,me.

everyone is unsatisfied with just about anything.

some deny it,some chose to succumb to it.

be it physical matters,or mental issues.

jealousy sparks hatred.

hatred causes trouble.

too much trouble is catastrophic.

bashing each other,

just to satisfy the ego.

but what do we gain,at the end of the day?

satisfaction? yes but for a short run.

pain? yes,and itll last much longer.

thus comes in the teaching of Islam about Patience & Gratefulness.

always hold on to this two.

insyallah we wont get sucked in this ugly disease.

even so,

humans can never run away from mistakes & forgetfulness.

a reminder for myself,and all.

the graduation. [ 00:10 ]

do click on this picture n magic will appear!

i know its kinda late for such a post,

but hey this blog is soooooo overdue!

so ill start my new post with the ending journey in Aljunied.

the last post i wrote about sch was waaay back in Oct '10.

and now months later, im now an alumni.

eventhough its been months ago,i could still recall vividly the memories we shared.

the meetings we had,the arguments we fought, the misunderstandings we thought, all for the sake of having the best graduation event.

alhamdulillah our graduation went pretty well, despite the above.

id rather left out all other unpleasant comments about it, as i feel that we're not the one they should be throwing those comments at.

i remembered,all of us just didnt wanna let go of the moment,

and if we could we wouldnt want that night to end so that we could celebrate it endlessly.

and so it continued for a few days afterwards.

although it has mellowed down to near-extinction,

the fact that it was one of the best night of our lives will never fail to make us smile,once a while.

12years of learning,loving,sharing,giving,enduring, of being an Al-Juniedian.

with the Mufti,Ustaz Fatris

i came by to say hello, n maybe stay. [ 23:52 ]

ive decided to resurrect this blog from the dead.

and boy do i have lotsa things to talk!
so,as of now,
i will be staying here,for good.

see you around!

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