its so hard.when you want somethin and the other wants the other.when you & him just dont wanna step off from our stands.when we just wont give up.when thins ot out of control and happened unintentionally.
who do we blame?who can we vent out our anger on?who should take the blame?

call me weak,i know i am.its one of my flaws to bawl out when things get too emotional.when i cant fight the uneasiness,i bawl.i cry my heart out.i will try to control it but sometimes when things happen unexpectedly,you just dont think before you do!

sometimes you feel like giving up.sometimes you just wanna turn berserk and vent out your anger on everything.sometimes you just wanna..disappear.

you feel weak,and helpless..
but let this be between us,u think.
for its something that existed because of us,and we will make it disappear.

i guess thats the reason why ive never shared the problems we had with anyone.
let it be between us.

but sometimes,its too heavy for one to carry alone.

however,after restin,cooling down..i realised how anger,proud and wrath have enveloped us and hid the true feelings,thats really from our hearts.
if only we could just stop.take a breather.and think.
think hard.and act with conscience.

no use crying over spilled milk.
or tears.
whats done is done.
all left is for us to reconcile back.





we are two egoistic beings.
maybe thats our ugly truth.